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sketchy life is sketchy. those are my words of wisdom for today. i don't want to spend so much effort at school. it seems like a huge waste of time and i really don't feel like doing homework any more. it sucks way too much i think i made a friend mad at me today and over the past several days...oh well. i've got a couple others that are more important to me anyways. it'll probably get better anyways. if i could just watch my tounge then i wouldn't have these problems. i'm too terribly good at that whole (three cheers for tyrany, unapologetic apathy) think before you speak thing, or the look before you leap thing either. it's just too much for the brain to process. there's a field trip tomorrow. yay. at least i don't have to be in class. although i will be missing graphic design T-T but i stayed after school today to work on it a little. i'm glad i got that class back or school would really suck eggs. that is the only class that i ever look forward to. i think it might keep me alive. hopefully your programing classes (drain all the blood and give the kids a show) aren't too terribly bad, hana-chan... and yes as a matter of fact i am trying to think of random things si that i don't have to do my homework. there must be good waves... ~~~~~~~~ new topic! i really love music. it's official. it's freaking amazing. it has this power to take you to a different place. it's like an escape from reality. it can engulf your mind and take you into your own sanctuary. it can also totally alter you mood or keep you in the one that you're in. the lyric are so true and seem to explain you so well it seems like a theme song to your life (one of mine would have to be evil angel, there's some others too but that is the one that comes to mind first; i might share some others later but i'll probably forget). i love the way it can clear the mind and fill it only with the beat and lyrics. for the 4 mins of a song nothing else matters; it's just the song controlling your thoughts, just feelings that it fills(you take the breath right out of me and left a hole where my heart should be) you with. i don't know how something so trivial as music can do such things. sometimes i feel music is the only thing that keeps me ( it was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing) sane. so in light of all of this new information, if music ever dies i go with it. (wow that was a lot deep than what is usually produced in these things!) another new topic: my mom said that she'd either buy me a new ipod or photoshop for my bday. i was leaning towards photoshop because my ipod mini still technically works...but that was before she knew that it would be like 400-600 dollars. well she's not home yet so i still haven't told her yet so she tecnically still doesn't know...but when she (because i'm out here on the other side of a jet black hotel mirror) does, i'm sure that photoshop will be out of the question. but i guess that's not too bad either because my ipod is a little on the out date side and it is starting to die... on sunday i was all excited because i was going to chick-fil-a to get one of their freaking amazing milk shakes so i drove all the way there thinking about how good the shake will be. then i pull up and see that there are no cars in the lot. then suddenly i realize that it is sunday and that means that it is closed so all my milk shake dreams are trampled gonk . never mind that i got one at good times which was right next to it...but that's not the point!!! no, the point is that sundays suck eggs and they make me cry inside (you're better than me. i stuggle just to find a better way) because they deny me milkshakes! scream and yeah, hana-sama i know those random lyrics are super easy ok? they just came on and i thought that they were especially good lines so i thought that i'd type them cuz i could. and no you don't have to put what the songs are cuz it's pretty easy, but you can (for all the ghosts that are never going to catch me) if it will make you feel better. meh. i feel like writing more (i've lost my way, but i will go on until the end) but i don't know what else to say (what's new there?) i really need to work on the whole thinking-of-things-to-say thing...i'm not very good at it; even in live conversation. which i'm sure that you've noticed, hana-chan sweatdrop so yeah. i guess that's good enough for now... eek i wrote a lot more than i thought that i did. i guess i really pulled out all the stops on this one. you realize what this means don't you? it means that there will be like nothing in the next few journals xp

Posted by: kurai_karasu_49 Tue Jan 29, 2008 @ 12:36am

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Thu Jan 31, 2008 @ 04:31am

whee Brain fry. The lyrics may be easy, but I don't thihnk I can list tehm in order, plus you said I didn't have to, so I shan't! I already know I'm the Hana-Sama and that's good enough for me. blaugh

eek that was pretty deep about the whole musicy thing! Awesome! But, if it dies I will definitely have to get something to revive it because, well... You can't die yet!! We survived the winds and so now we're gunna make it till we're thirty! {this has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters} so, in the unlikely event that it dies anytime soon, I will be forced to find a musical hospital and save it!!

Also, I don't mind the whole, not coming up with stuff to say, just b/c it's an uncomfortable silence for some people, I have no problem with silence. I've lived with it most of my life and so it doens't bother me... Actually I'm not sure how I get silence anymore cuz I've got that family thing... apparently they don't talk to me, but that's ok cuz I've never been a talker! (typer yes, talker no)

xd I'm sorry about your milkshake episode, but I was amused. It made me do this: rofl but, in my head. lucky for you there was that other place nearby. but i don't think it really counts... I've never had a Chik-Fil-a milkshake though... guess I'm just deprived. whee

We do have good waves!! I totally knew that you were just thinking up random things! Probably cuz I do that pretty much every day of my life. ~~~~~~~~ connecty!

Oh, and with your friendy, she can't be mad forever! (also those lyrics matched stupendously! It was like a theme song!) so according to Ms. Shore "things get worse before they get better, so the worse would be that ALL your friends get mad at you! Oh wait... don't listen to Ms. Shore, she's just bitter! domokun (go pooch, sick'er!) so... yuppie! Things got better!

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Tue Feb 05, 2008 @ 05:04am

Know what? I just noticed your little signature kitties. They are so super cute!! And, yeah I figured I'd just randomly stick this onto this journal without even knowing what it was really about. I did like the bit of wisdom! blaugh It's so brilliant. 3nodding So... yeah... kitty people!!

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Wed Feb 06, 2008 @ 04:14am

Oh, hey, i decided to let you know what all those lyrics are from cuz I had nothing better to do with my life at the moment.

so the first one: three cheers for tyrany, unapologetic apathy
That would be from Sleep, My Chem obviously

The second would be: drain all the blood and give the kids a show
That is from This is how I dissapear, sadly it's always the part I forget when I think of this song... Course the only part I ever actually remember is "GO!!!!" and then the *ch ch ch ch* of the cymbal. onion

The third one has the title in it. so that's like cheating: you take the breath right out of me and left a hole where my heart should be
but that's from Breath, Breaking Benjamin. I listened to that song like, ten times today! And then I decided that I'd try to remember some of the Unknown Soldier song (b/c it's like This is How I disappear and I can never remember anything other than the helicopter sound at the beginning) and I figured out I really like that one too! But I still can't remember any of the words. I think I've got, "Border Line, Dead inside, I don't mind, Falling to Pieces" but that is all.

The fourth one (yay four!):it was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing
is most definitely Disenchanted, my favoritest favorite song of that CD!! (so it's good that you made it the fourth quote to match with my favorite number) I like some other ones, but that one is my favorite! Except I can never remember that when people ask, so... not very useful. I forget stuff under pressure ok?!

The fifth one: because i'm out here on the other side of a jet black hotel mirror
I love the way he says Hotel, oh yeah it's famous last words, but I could never figure out what he was saying the first times I heard this song b/c it was the live version and you'd think that'd be easier, but it was not! So I thought he said something like, a black hot ear and then I was like... that makes absolutely no sense at all!

The sixth one (wow, we're gettin up there!): you're better than me. i stuggle just to find a better way
Is by Breaking Benjamin, it's Here We Are right? Unfortunately, I'm still workin with titles on most of these, but I'm pretty sure!! Oh, and Katrina says she always imagines Edward (the one who tells me I'm unobservant so constantly) is singing the Breaking Benjamin songs. I told her if the lead guy had longer hair, it could be, but those guys didn't look at all like I had pictured them. >.< way to ruin my life!! Joking of course blaugh

The seventh one: for all the ghosts that are never going to catch me
Ah, it matches the art that's copyright infringement we saw!! (The Ghost of You) oh yeah, and Mikey died in that video!! TT.TT such a sad day... how will they get along without a bassist? They wouldn't!! Because Gerard would be in mourning over his dead brother and then they band would fall apart and we'd have to have two funerals! One for Mikey and one for MCR. emo

And the final one! Eight: i've lost my way, but i will go on until the end
blaugh Yes, it did make me feel better telling you what all these lyrics were! Just because I could!! So this was Until the End because that is the last few words! Also I already knew that, but now you know how I wouldn've guessed it. >.<

So, there, now I can go find something else to do in my hour of boredom! pirate (he says "Yargh!" because he is hungry)

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