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My Mind and my life.
My pain has come back from the past.
Last night we had a phone call from my auntie saying she couldn't wake my uncle up. My mother and father went to the house while i stayed home just in case anyone came in.
After midnight my mom and dad came back with my auntie. My father said 'uncle Derrick has died' My hand went to my face and i burst out into tears, I lost my uncle the pain from when i lost my uncle Ray had come back now i have lost both of my closets uncles forever now... cry cry cry

I just don't know what to do now... I'm crying so much now i cant see the screen very well at all. I cant go out to college.... or i will burst out into tears.

His voice was in my head all night 'hello mate' I cant get him out of my head, I want him to come back to me.... I don't want to be alone with out him. Uncle D always stock up for me no matter what, He was always there for me when i was down or needed help with anything he was there.

I made a promise to him when he was alive, I promised him that i would pass my driving test and get a car before i go to Texas. I will keep it no matter what.......

heart RIP My uncle Derrick I love you forever heart


Kaya moonlight
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  • User Comments: [3]
    Yes may he rest in peace. *Hugs!* I'm very sorry to hear that he died, but the promise you made is a good promise to keep, and I'm sure he will always love you as you love him.

    comment werem · Community Member · Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 07:23pm
    Sorry for your loss my dear. You know I'm always here to cha with if you need. *hugs*

    comment Shiana Wolfblade · Community Member · Wed Jan 30, 2008 @ 11:50pm
    I know you don't know me but I'm very sorry about your uncle. In October I lost 2 of my grandparents and for years I had to watch them waste away in bed. Everytime I saw them I started to cry, but I never let them see my tears because I knew they'd be upset and tell me not to worry. When I was six years old I lost my grandma. So I have only one grandparent. But I kmow what you're going through. My advice to you is never forget them but never cry over them after the first month because I know that if they were still alive they wouldn't want to see me cry.

    Once again I am truly very sorry about your uncles may they both rest in peace.

    comment Butterfly_Kloe · Community Member · Thu Jan 31, 2008 @ 01:59pm
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