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Last night we had a phone call from my auntie saying she couldn't wake my uncle up. My mother and father went to the house while i stayed home just in case anyone came in.
After midnight my mom and dad came back with my auntie. My father said 'uncle Derrick has died' My hand went to my face and i burst out into tears, I lost my uncle the pain from when i lost my uncle Ray had come back now i have lost both of my closets uncles forever now... cry cry cry

I just don't know what to do now... I'm crying so much now i cant see the screen very well at all. I cant go out to college.... or i will burst out into tears.

His voice was in my head all night 'hello mate' I cant get him out of my head, I want him to come back to me.... I don't want to be alone with out him. Uncle D always stock up for me no matter what, He was always there for me when i was down or needed help with anything he was there.

I made a promise to him when he was alive, I promised him that i would pass my driving test and get a car before i go to Texas. I will keep it no matter what.......