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My Mind and my life.
My life
My real name is Helen Katie Matthews.
When i was born my real mother didn't care for me at all. she left me with strangers and left me alone with just one bottle of milk a day. when i was 3 months old she tryed to feed me with-some beef and onion pie but i was to young to have it. she smoked and drinked and left my alone for along time with other people. My real father was already married to another woman and he already had a girl with her, he didn't want to know me at all. i was adopted in to a family that cared about me so much but when my mother came in she said *I want her back when she is 7 years old* but she never came back to get me. my mother and father now who i live with went to fight for me in court for 3 long years. i was told that my real mother told lies about my new family saying that they dressed me in rags and things but they wasn't true at all. in the end my family now won and I'm happy living with my new home. every day i thank god for being with them. heart .

A few years ago i felt really sick. I felt tired all the time , cold and in pain. the doctors told me after i ran a test on me that i had a illness called raynaud's disease. it affects the blood flow around the body. also i don't have much iron in my blood. i have to take tablets for my raynaud's and my iron for the rest of my life.


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  • User Comments: [14]
    Aww poor baby. Hey if you ever feel alone just PM me.

    comment Gurygoryuu · Community Member · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 11:54am
    Aww Helen cry Gives her a giant hug! At least you are with good people now. 3nodding Your name is really pretty too. biggrin

    comment werem · Community Member · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 09:26pm
    *whistles* Damn.... *hugles tighly* I'm sorry. Its good that you are with people who love you now. And you have friends elsewhere too ^_^ [cough]me[/cough] Well, I'm always here 3nodding

    comment Lantoc · Community Member · Sun Jun 03, 2007 @ 09:01am
    Im so sorry to hear that. well if you need someone to talk to im here and my real name is Briana so ya if you need someone to talk to im here 3nodding but so sad

    comment Never The End · Community Member · Thu Jun 07, 2007 @ 08:43pm
    Your Amazing


    comment Hatred of silver · Community Member · Wed Jun 13, 2007 @ 11:36pm
    *tear* thats so sad!! *hugs* you know im always here so dont ever worry about that ^_^

    comment bluntman42059 · Community Member · Fri Jun 15, 2007 @ 05:36pm
    o so sad!

    comment FlameKnight53 · Community Member · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 07:16pm
    omg thats so sad and nice, my mum wouldn't have fought for me for 3 years, let alone my aunt, im glad you live in such a nice household now. *pats on back* if you need help with anything, just message me, ill brt

    comment Takumi Saruwatari · Community Member · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 07:32pm
    Oh my god! i am so sorry to hear that! My real name is dakota, but you can call me Kota, and you can talk to me anytime you want ok? just PM me and i will be here. *Tear runs down her face to the floor* I am gald you have a good family now, and god bless you!

    comment enternally yours_666 · Community Member · Sun Jun 24, 2007 @ 10:53pm
    ^^ You're a pretty strong girl to go through all of that crap. ^^

    comment -Loveless-Kai · Community Member · Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 04:26pm
    Oh god....I feel so sorry for you! crying gonk Your very brave to go through life the way you are for the rest of your life. mrgreen Also....You should see how much salt I eat a year! I'm going to have a heart attack sometime soon....I don't want to die!

    comment Zin The Black Fox · Community Member · Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 11:52am
    See we all care for you and none of that will ever change PK

    comment Gurygoryuu · Community Member · Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 06:10pm
    We all care for you kaya mrgreen

    comment Shackled Soul · Community Member · Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 04:39pm
    Wow we have some things in common. I live with my grandmother, because my mother was too busy getting drunk for the first three years of my life. As for my dad, he said I wasn't his child, even after DNA tests proved that I was, and as for your disease, the one I had told you about, the one that you said that was it, basically is just the numbing of the fingers and toes when they get even slightly cold. So basically, its like getting frostbite, but way way easier, but then they have a secondary one where basically its the same thing, but you get ulcers, so I think ya kinda agreed to the wrong one and as for my real mother, she lives almost next to us and even though she hasn't tried to take me back, she still demands that I call her mother and abide by her rules and demands, even though now she is technically my sister.

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    comment Envoy of Dark Light · Community Member · Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 07:20pm
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