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http://youtube.com/watch?v=Km-WN1kLe44 The emptying of my heart drives me to my knees ni un dia mas · Thu Jan 24, 2008 @ 04:58am · 2 Comments


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	Hmm... i shed a tear last night. i lost my dad (brothers dad but dad nontheless) last week... but i'm thinking of you! n_n Offline SomethingQuiteUnforgiven · Community Member · Sat Mar 29, 2008 @ 12:24pm


	I saw you… I couldn’t believe it… but I saw you… I was making my second round. Suddenly my heart fell silent and my foot slammed down hard, but I continued to walk. Only for a short while at least. I stopped and leaned over the balcony, then is when I noticed that my body was shaking and my breathing ragged. A spoke to me but I was unable to hear him. It was all because I saw you. I was happy, ecstatic, yet I didn’t feel completely right. I waited… and waited until you came out. And I’m sure you saw me. But you continued walking not once looking in my direction. I t hurt… but I though ‘its possible that she didn’t see me’ I stood there and stood there, answering my friends every once and a while. But then you.. M.. and the other guy started walking. All I wanted to see was a glance… or a wave… but it was shot down. I felt my body freeze to the core and I became… very upset. So you walked… and I walked… me and my friends that is. And you never once looked back or to the side. I know… that everything happened… I hope that that didn’t deter you from being my friend still. I still feel… the same way I did then. I miss you… And to not even be acknowledged by you hut me the most… My whole day, seemed wrong… incomplete… I needed that gesture of assurance that you… still care about me in some way or another… A simple wave of the hand, however brief would have sufficed. But.. I got nothing… your shoulder was cold, damaging. A wave of pain… Regret… And sadness rushed over me. And my eyes began to water, and my mind began to break, my heart began to shatter, and my hopes began to fade. All… I have now is memories… to get me by… as you seemingly have moved on wanting to forget me…I guess I have faded from your mind… I’ve faded from a lot of thing… I just wish I hadn’t… not now… I still love you… And there’s no end to that. Offline SomethingQuiteUnforgiven · Community Member · Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 01:53am

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