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July 8, 2005
Yeah, that's my aunt and uncle's house, not mine. My aunt was complaining about it being a mess and stuff one day, but I told her it wasn't a mess, it was nice looking compared to our house. XD So, last night was awful. Out of no where he told me I was fired from being governess of Vann Sky, which is a place in his RP guild. He isn't happy unless he's making me unhappy. He has no clue how I feel about this or how important having that position was to me. We got into the huge fight, and the guy he wants to put in my place is someone who doesn't like me, and I'm sick of that. He pisses off me and all his older friends, and sides with all these new people he only met recently, compared to his other friends. My mom heard me crying about last night. Yeah crying. That's how important this thing is to me. So she came and tried to talk to Kaz about it. He is the biggest jerk in the world. Well the fight about this went on for hours, I didn't sleep at all last night. But we came home to Florida today, so I slept in the car. I'm so glad to be home. Well once I got home, when Kaz got online the argument continued. He should know by now that I won't go down without a fight. A big, dragged out fight. Especially about something that means this much to me. He finally decided to have an election, me against the other guy. Which isn't very much better either because I know this will end up as a popularity contest among the people that know us. The thing is, this job is rightfully mine, and it's pissing me off he's doing this crap. He blames it on me not being active or not having any plans for anything, but no one else was active for months either, and I'm the only one he's doing this to. It's so obviously because he hates me. If it weren't, then he'd give me a chance to show that I can do the job, without all this election crap where he knows the odds are against me. Well one good thing came out of this. I gained a friend back. After all the ones I've lost recently, this made me glad. See last night Kaz and his retard friend had talked about how this guy got pissed at them, and some mean crap was said to him and stuff. In other words, they treated him the same way they treat me. He ended up quitting Kaz's guild and since he was a governor too, Kaz is replacing him with some other jerk that he likes, once again, a friend of the guy that I hate. So me and my friend had stopped being friends because he'd become friends with Kaz's friend who I hated, and I'd gotten mad and he'd blocked me. And like with Jon and Ivy, I didn't bother trying to get him to stop being mad at me, just figured he'd come back on his own if he wanted to be friends again. Well after hearing that last night, I decided to make the first move on this one. I IMed him on another name that wasn't blocked, and we talked, and he'd said that he felt like I didn't care about him, I told him I did and how these guys were just doing the same kind of crap to him that they did to me, which was why I'd gotten mad at him for being their friend in the first place. So now we're friends again, and he unblocked me. So something went right for a change. Too bad it all came of Kaz being friends with a jerk... Since that's what caused it in the first place anyway. It just pisses me off so much seeing them treating people like this. They all think they are better than everyone else. Well, we went to get the cat from the vet since we were home, he was in the kennel there while we were gone. He'd caught a cold while there, so he's sneezing a lot and I think his nose is stopped up and his eyes are watery. I have to give him medicine for all those things until he's better. I feel so bad for him. But he smells good from having a bath. He's sitting with me now. Earlier, there was a family of cats outside, mom, dad, and two babies. And later one of the kittens came up to the door, and Smoky scared it. It was so cute, it stood there staring in with its back arched up, and backing away from Smoky. Smoky is so mean for wanting to go after a little kitten. The kitten was so cute!
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