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July 5, 2005
Yeah, I found out long ago that you can't please everyone. You please one person and piss off the other, or you just piss them all off. Well, the more I think about it, the more pissed off I get. The way Jon goes around talking about everyone. How he used to make awful remarks about Ivy, and how he's said things about Rico and especially Chris. But I never went telling anyone the things he said. And with Chris, he actually said them to him, it was awful. It got so bad I had to talk to him and tell him to stop. He acts like I'm so horrible, but really he's done and said much worse things that I have to people. And how he would talk about me behind my back to Kaz. But to him that's okay. It's okay if he does it. It's only bad if I do it. I'm sick of him being a hypocrite. At least Ralph still isn't mad at me. At least he has some sense. So I'm chatting with him and Rico and Greg in a chat now... Waiting for Kaz to come back. Rico's saying things about Greg, saying he sucks and stuff to him. I know if Jon were here he'd be saying things right along with him, and he'd think it was okay for both of them to say those things. Ralph says he's got Greg on ignore, but at least he's not telling him he sucks, and he's trying to give him some advice. The trouble with Greg is he doesn't say much, or he makes one word comments on things he doesn't really know about. I feel bad for him though. Yeah, typical me, feeling bad for everyone. Well I've decided that I'm just going to not talk to Ivy or Jon. Ivy's got me blocked, which I'm actually glad about, maybe if she doesn't see me she won't think about me and sit there and think what a horrible person I am for saying something that wasn't even meant personally. I don't know about Jon, I don't see him on. But I'm just not going to ever talk to them unless they decide to start talking to me again. If Ivy decides she wants to be my friend again, it's up to her to do it. And if Jon decides to, then it's up to him to also give me an apology. Well anyway, I'm tired of going on about it. It's done and over with, hopefully, as long as the two of them leave me alone unless they decide to be nice to me. So today, it was boring. My parents always have to go to this little town in North Carolina to look at all the little shops. I don't particularly like going, I don't see very much in those places that interests me, at least not in the way of clothes, nothing there is my style. I did buy some socks though with cats on them, and a Beanie Baby. The main reason I went was to get ice cream. There's this ice cream place there that mixes however many flavors you want together, it's different from most ice cream. There's a river that goes past it with fish in it and you can buy fish food and feed them, so I fed them, and I saw a snake in the river too. We came home. Kaz was away, and he's been away this whole time, so I haven't gotten to talk to him today. His dad always takes the computer from him. x.x I hope he comes back soon. I always feel happier when I'm talking or doing something with him, as long as he's not calling me an idiot or getting mad at me. My parents went for a walk and my mom fell... That's like the second time she's fallen recently, I told her she needs to stop walking altogether, haha. But she thinks her leg might be broken. It wouldn't be the first time she fell and broke something either. So they went to the hospital to get it exrayed. I hope she's okay. I didn't go, I hate hospitals and I hate waiting rooms, but I'm worried about her. She seemed fine otherwise though so I don't know why I'm that worried. She was able to walk and stuff.
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