I think I preferred no internet. I'm more alone now with it than without it. Without it, it was okay that no one talked to me because they couldn't. But now, no one's talked to me but Kelsey, but that was just hey, what up, and conversation over. I don't want to go back to school now. I have to, just to stay sane, but I can't stand the thought. Even though I need to be around people, the mere thought of it makes me shudder. The condescending, patronizing smiles of my classmates, the ridiculous games i have to play just to be heard every once in a while, the ducking and dodging and swerving and sliding and weaving just to get down the hall in one piece and in a timely manner...it's enough to make anyone hate school. I don't hate it only because I wouldn't see some people without it.
ooo...AMC next week...good, it's something to look forward to. AT least there's one good thing...
~nepie
Someone please remind me to NEVER look Japanese words up on Wikipedia EVER again. I always find out s**t I didn't want to know stare
Ah, the tedium. Just 2 days left. And I've now come up with a great list of reasons for why I am most definitely NOT stalking Victoria ^_^
1. I'm her puppy. C'mon, do puppies stalk their owners? NO! 2. I hang around with her all the time. What would be the point of stalking her? I'm right freaking there the whole time. 3. We're the same person. HOW DO YOU STALK YOURSELF, eh? 4. Why would I bother, anyway? It would be too easy! 5. Besides, I'm far too busy keeping a few eyes out on other people. I don't have any to spare at the moment...even without school. Put me back in school, and my eyes don't stop moving, even when I'm asleep rolleyes
hmm....that should be a good enough argument for her 3nodding But I don't feel like telling her. She's too smart, and she'll unravel any mystery I try to stick between her and me...like #5.
nepie · Mon Jan 07, 2008 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |