so i have been
bouncy
depressed, overjoyed, then busy
such a circle
has he figured me out? should i stop hinting? what am i doing?!?
omgoodness i am a freak ><
so i sat in the shower
for an hour or two
the other day
and cried
sobbed
and screamed in silence
it was terrible
...
i am sad
impluses
impluses
...
i hate being home
this place
a house
not home
all the fighting
i HATE it
i have decided it
i will do it again
change who i am i mean
i do this by
dying my hair, and changing somthing
it's way over due
i haven't done it in months
so i have decided platium blonde and stupid
.. or at least cold and harsh
that would work
....
but what else?
??
i hate being unhappy...
and kels, sarah, kat, felix.. none of them are here
... angels where are you?
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