Upset am I?
Woe to me.
I am upset, terrified, scared, angry...
I am not who or what I wish to be. Why can't I keep them happy? Are their smiles real? Or is it all pity? OR are they really annoyed?
God. I am angry at those words. They may have explaining pain, but they hurt me!! They hurt. I will become known to you, like shadows in a dark room. You cannot see me, but I am there.
And how, how did this happen?? I am supposed to be happy. But I long for another.. Why? I don't know him.. And he, he is ... difficult to understand. he changes his mind, how am I to follow even if I leave bread crumbs>?? He wouldn't want me anyway.. Who would?
Funny how happy tales are made and woven but not real. Never real. I have searched, and sought them out and no longer wish to.
She left me. He left me. They left! Where were their minds?!?! I can't get over it at all. And the little followers, ah! Sick!
I want to have superpowers.
To have wings full of glory.
I want to be beautiful.
To be rich.
And to take care of those I love.
>Is that too much?!?<
Your words upset me.
Speak your mind to me.
Not in voices behind me.
superstardom45 Community Member 
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