Jane got her job today working at a medical office, she's absolutely giddy which is good because she's been soo miserable I sort of chewed her out yesterday for being an a** to Jarrod all the time. I swear to god...she said soemthing like, "Yeah, you don't care, all you care about is Jarrod," and I told her her worries over Jarrod and I were making me sick and disgusted of her, yes I said it. But she had no retalition except that Jarrod creeped her out for no reason at all. BUT! Megan knows for a fact it's because for some reason he reminds her of my biological father thing, who's been outof the picture monthes before I was born. -Shrug- I have no idea. heart Teh Jarrod Person. Even though I'm an a** to him, but...well...if he wasn't up to putting up with me I wouldn't be soo mean. I'm still waiting for him to give me a dirty look or drag me off of him, five monthes people, this is pretty good s**t here. Me beating on him is only playful though, if I was mad he'd know, eh. Aside from that one bite, that was pretty bad of me, eh. Feeling bad here.
And finally, you can all see my healed over heart on! Yay!
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But yeah, Igot a reading from this chick off of Gaia, she's amazing, lemme get the link...
Mysterious Babbles, Tarot Readings, and Fortune Cookies!
The woman went out of her way for me and checked over my aura, nudging at my spirit guide, which I am VERY grateful for since my energy was very off track and I couldn't fix it myself. Not one who knows much about the chakra system and all that, I just knew I couldn't raise energy or work with it. But kudos to her!
XiangMiyu from Gaia
Zenite Sanka &vampyrezenite@yahoo.com& wrote: You had an imbalance in your sacred and root chakra. You must have taken on something of someone else's and didn't ground it out properly. I informed your guide who flushed your aura, and reset your chakras. You may have felt a momentary pain in your stomach, but that is a normal reaction to when your guide performs physic surgery on your energy.
Your guide would never do anything to harm you but sometimes they don't always notice things if they are working on something else with you. I think your guide would have noticed fairly soon since the problem has been getting worse expentionally.
I am doing your reading now so it shouldn't be too long.
Right-o, that works and thanks for nudging at my guide, it was sort of dragging me down and I'm very glad it's cleared up.
Concerning your guide and as a side note, your guide has been concerned with your third eye. I would not be surprised if you are being prepared for it to open and/or become more clear very soon. This will open you up to more than the empathy you are used to. Good luck
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VampyrZenite here is your reading:
Note: Reading #17
Question 1 - job
Page of Pentacles
Knight of Cups
3 of Pentacles
Your worry about financials is emotionally disruptive. Though three positives say yes.
Question 2 - relationships
3 of Wands
The High Priestess
9 of Pentacles
You are struggling to maintain two different personalities, and giving a lot of yourself but someone is not doing thier part to meet you half way.
Position 1 - Your Indicator Card - King of Cups - Your emotions have been in a turmoil of late. Something has happened that has caused you to feel so many different things about one thing that it's confusing you. I would say start by grabbing one feeling writing it down, write why you think you feel that way and why maybe you shouldn't. The move on to the next; this will help you sort it out.
Position 2 - Your Destiny - Knight of Swords - Your ideas are on the move, which is a good thing. You have a lot of good ideas and people are starting to really notice that. Don't be afraid to speak up, because your ideas may very well set things in moition that will bring on more changes for the good.
Position 3 - Current Concern/Work - King of Pentacles - You are concerned a great deal with your physical situation. It's causing a great deal of worry and can be obstructing to your concentration. Worry does not serve you. Make a plan for the event that the possible worse could ever happen, and you will always be prepared.
Position 4 - Highest Goal - 7 of Wands - You are having a fight with someone close to you (or may soon if they keep irriating you) and this conflict is really something you don't need right now. It's a bother and a pain, but remember this all conflicts have a root cause. Solve the root cause, you solve the problem.
Position 5 - Work Attained/Talents - Temperance - You are gifted with being emotionally attuned, and balancing things well. This will help you if you draw on your strength that you already have. Do not doubt yourself.
Crossroads - Where you are in relation to where you need to be is looking very good. You have taken great steps in the right direction recently and the cards are reflecting a positive outcome.
Position 6 - Obstacles - The Hierophant - Structure is getting in your way. You resent the fact that things have to be done a certain way and look for ways around it. This can be a creative boon, but sometimes it can be a deterrent. In this case it's a detterant.
Position 7 - Passing/Current Lesson - 8 of Pentacles - Hard work and a determination to stay the course has been a lesson that's been a major theme in your life right now. You like to flitter from project to project, but you are learning that some things are worth finishing.
Position 8 - Future Lesson - 4 of Swords - You will soon learn the value of rest. This is a warning card to not overwork yourself, and it does not physically all the time. It could also mean emotionally or intellectually. Give yourself little breaks now again or you may find yourself forced to take a big break and disrupt your life.
Position 9 - Views - 6 of Cups - You are being viewed as frugal and giving at the same time. Also you are very open with your emotions and that is being appricated a great deal right now.
Positions 10 -11 - 12 - Hopes - Dreams - Fears - 5 of Wands - 8 of Swords - Page of Wands - You fear that a conflict with a young male in your life will never end, and your dreams reflect negative influences. You feel bound up in a strict routine and want out. You must remember everything in life is a choice. If you don't like something, it is you who must change it.
Positions 13 - Innermost Concern - Golds and riches are much on your mind lately. Actually everything you dream of having, down to your physical needs are pressing on your mind and distracting you. Everything seems just out of reach, but worry not these things are attainable.
Positions 14 -15 -16 Final Outcome - Knight of Pentacles - Queen of Swords - The Devil - First of all that thing that you are keeping to yourself may not be best chained down deep inside you. You will be held accountable for the secrets you keep, even if they're not your own. Karma will come. Though your outcome is good, it warns of the danger of keeping silent would you should speak, and speaking when you should be silent.
Expansion:
Position 4 - Highest Goal - 7 of Wands - You are having a fight with someone close to you (or may soon if they keep irriating you) and this conflict is really something you don't need right now. It's a bother and a pain, but remember this all conflicts have a root cause. Solve the root cause, you solve the problem.
Expansion - 7 of Pentacles - Kight of Cups - Ace of Pentacles - You reap what you sew and answers are not going to come out of the clouds. You are going to have to really work through this one on your own, and you know that, but you'd rather not. Ignore it and it shall become bigger, not go away. First figure out why you are reacting the way you are and follow the thread back to the root cause behind your feelings.
Position 6 - Obstacles - The Hierophant - Structure is getting in your way. You resent the fact that things have to be done a certain way and look for ways around it. This can be a creative boon, but sometimes it can be a deterrent. In this case it's a detterant.
Expansion - The deisre to escape your life and/or go to ground and hide is a normal one. Everyone thinks that at some point, but avoiding the problems that you have will only make them grow until they are the everlasting cup of ... well huge problems. Chin up. Face it dead on, and you will over come it, for you have everything you need to see it through.
Positions 10 -11 - 12 - Hopes - Dreams - Fears - 5 of Wands - 8 of Swords - Page of Wands - You fear that a conflict with a young male in your life will never end, and your dreams reflect negative influences. You feel bound up in a strict routine and want out. You must remember everything in life is a choice. If you don't like something, it is you who must change it.
Expansion - 8 of Swords/Dreams - Page of Swords - 4 of Wands - Ace of Wands - Something is binding you up with worry it seems to be mainly revolving around a young man (or woman) or someone you feel very passionately about. You are working to what seems like a very opposite goal as to what they are working on. Time to regroup.
Aww, I just found this, this is kinda sad...
Xidkoh
sweatdrop blah, blah, blah oh sweet free gold how you feel in my hands that i truly do not see nor feel...for i am realy bord right now...and I think my love is mad at me u-u ~sniffs~
Think I snapped on Yahoo when Jane was trying tear apart the puter, eh. I'M SORRY DAMMIT! cry
Oh look, two pages wracked up of journal entries, finally. It's two list pages...Wow, I b***h alot...
And hey, soo cool, it says "Amp" every time I edit this post...amplified? ninja
