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i j u s t w a n t t h e d r u g
(( KAREENA ))
i j u s t w a n t t h e d r u g
(( KAREENA ))
The breath of an overly-thin teenager billowed up into the sky as the heat of her breath collided with the chill in the winter air. Her fingers shook at she brushed back stray pieces of brown hair, she was getting impatient waiting here in the cold for someone to show up. "Where the ******** is he." she groaned before sitting on the snow covered sidewalk of a less popular side of town. Actually this part of town was only popular for two kinds of people; The addicted and the dealers. Assume which one she was. She hadn't eaten in two days, was constantly shaking, and would start panicking like a complete idiot over nothing at all. That was what she should get though, if only she had called her dealer earlier, then she wouldn't have to go through the whole process of the withdrawal. Anyone could tell you; Withdrawals were never-ending hell holes that sucked you in and didn't seem to want to let you go.Her watery eyes looked up to see someone standing close over her, she could smell the sweat and smoke off of him and it made her want to vomit. Reenie wasn't surprised one bit as his appearance though, he was her regular dealer as he had been ever since she had gotten hooked. He was the one who had gotten her hooked though, Kaylen, the one and only prince of drugs. "About ******** time." she said before he helped her off the ground, her words almost as icy as his grimace. "Who are you to rush me?" he toyed with her before holding up a brown paper bag, "I have what you need Reenie." A sharp laugh escaped his throat as if it was startled from somewhere below, where ever it was from it certainly wasn't his heart. Kareena's heart beat in her chest, it was so close it practically hurt. Over a day ago she had run out and she knew better than most how hard it was to get a hold Kayl since he had gotten kicked out of school. "I know you have what I need, so just hand it over. Now." her words might have sounded like a threat, but it more of a plea than anything else. She wanted him to help her out, even if it was just this once. Of course she had wanted his help the week before, and then the week before that too.
"Hand it over before you hand mine part over? Tsk, tsk Kareena." he said holding the bag above his head, which was also out of her reach, and shaking his head with another roush laugh. At the moment Kareena didn't have any money on her, not one dime. Her 'parents', or simply the people she lived with since her own flesh and blood was still in England, hadn't given her allowance this week. Shaking in the think lining of the coat Kareena stood completely still, she was going to get that bag one way or another. The high was the only thing she was itching for, and at the moment it seemed quite out of reach for her. Bull s**t, I'm getting my fix even if I have to act my way to, she thought to herself before pulling at the sleeves of her jacket so they'd cover her hands a bit more. "I sort of, to be honest love, don't have the cash right now." she said, her words in a slight mumble. A soft laugh escaped her lips, she was trying to play the cute card with Kayl but wasn't sure if it was working. "Love? Ha, you think you can play me to get your high? Nice job Reenie, you've hit the ultimate fail level." he sneered before tossing the bag her way and frowning, "You own me twice now, don't make me go back on this again."
Reenie's frozen fingers scrambled for the bag, though she could barely feel them now she didn't care. Her cheeks were flushed, lips were totally blue, and she shook all over. She didn't care though, there was nothing stopping her from getting the high she craved. There was no thank you towards Kaylen anyway, he knew that he wouldn't be getting one any who. The meeting between the dealer and teen had only lasted over fifteen minutes, and now she couldn't be happier. Shoving the paper bag into her jacket she took off, only to see Kalyen heading the opposite direction. She was heading home, to the warmth of the heater and the p***k of the needle in her skin.
It took Reenie only five minutes to get to her home, considering she was running and practically frost bitten she didn't care what the time span was. Waving hello to the two grown-ups she often called mum and pops Kareena stormed up the stairs, only to grab the alcohol disinfectant from the bathroom along with one or two cotton balls. Her fingers were itching to get onto the needle that she put in her bra drawer, only put there since no one dared go into it. Throwing the items down on her unmade bed Kareena slammed her door shut, only to tap on any key of her laptop and turn on blaring music. The music was a sign to anyone not to come in, she made that perfectly clear. She grabbed her supplies from her drawer; a syringe and an extremely clean spoon that she only used for one thing, heroin heating. Stepping back a bit from her bed she sat down on the carpeted floor, slipping a lighter from under her bed and then removing the chunks of 'pure' heroin from the brown baggie. Settling the spoon ending inbetween her perfect teeth she placed two pieces of heroin atop it, getting ready to light the lighter beneath it. Just before lighting it she remebered one thing, the tying of the arm and the cleaning of it. s**t, she mentally cursed herself, feeling far too anxious about it. About a minute later she was back to what she was doing, lighting the spoon in order to melt those 'wonderful' drugs of hers. Still holding the spoon between her teeth she took her needle and simply sucked up some of the heroin as if it was nothing. Placing the still hot spoon on her carpet she unfolded her arm and got ready to place the syringe in, closing one eye as it entered her skin. Kareena could almost feel her heart beat louder in her chest, it practically hurt. Slipping the needle from her skin as easily as it went in she let her eyes close for a few minutes before opening them, dialated eyes stared back at her from the mirror across the room. An eery smile graced her lips, oh the marvelous things being high could do to a girl, oh the wonder.
There was only one other thing that could make this little time to herself better, a boy to keep her company. A flirt, that was what she was m'dears. There were only to possible boys she could hang out with at the time, or two who came to her foggy mind anyway. Sky and Jaeger. Those two were quite a fun time, and whose hearts were better to play with then ones of her friends? Sick thoughts, but none the less amussing. Her now stable, yet slow moving, fingers traced the outling of her pocket where her phone was held, slipping it from her pants and sending a quick text message to the boys.
Sexytime? My place.
JK, hang out time instead.
Love you betches. (:
JK, hang out time instead.
Love you betches. (:
A mocking smile appeared across her lips before she shoved everything that she used for her high state under her bed, just able to hide it in time before a knock came at her door. "Wha, wha, wha!" she yelled over her music, not even bothering to listen to the reply. It didn't matter what anyone said to her, she had gotten her fix just in time.
