I have truely hit it now.
False hope...that is what she calls the relationship now.
This is where my immaturity gets me, Im so low and pathetic. I know it and she knows it too.
I feel like its not right to even touch as to not infect her.
I feel like a ******** disease.
She deserves much better than me.
I thought I was that man, Am I really just like every other guy?
God I dont know anymore....Who the ******** am I????
10 minutes now....and no reply from her cell.
......does it matter anymore. I have lost, there is no more meaning in my life.
Only this numbing pain where my heart was. She has my heart and always will.
If this is truely the end I wil NOT love again....how could I???
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Only really giving up on everything makes you completely pathetic.
Don't give up on the one you truly love.
Give her time.
I'm sure all is not over.
Not if you two really are strong.
Pick yourself up, even though it may not be easy.
Walk with stride and show her you want her back...
What ever is wrong fix it, nothing is impossible.
When you regain your hope I'm sure she will too.
Whispered from a friend, -Yuna.