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my feelings? aha heh...heh......psssh...u don't need to know that..

i have no more feelings. X3 all i have left is what i express online. crazy and crap. i can't do that much in real life. only 50% of the time. and 30% during school.

this life? it's not over....and it hasn't just begun....it's like barely 2/6 finished. so, why am i not happy enjoying myself while i'm slowly dying [well, everybody is dying ever since they're born....and before you die...you're like dying faster =P]?

my passion for running cross country has faded. TWO MORE WEEKS! but....but.....iono. it died once i got sick. i'm still as lazy as ever.....i played gunbound for 5.15 hours. ahaha. well, i haven't played in my month since laptop busted and revived again....and yeah. browsing for hentai and yaoi to laugh at isn't much no more. xD.

poetry..music...art.....running....tv...food...it's all down the drain. winter makes me happy, yet sleepy. X3 i wish to just roll up in my bed and hybernate my dreams away.

I REMEMBER......one dream, i was fighting a ninja dude with a sword...when i was sick asleep. and i remember, i had a dream last night...and it was ok.....but i forgot it...lol.

expressing my feelings on gaia isn't my thing. i do it all on xanga. x3

love....psssh..XD. love....cuddly people..their "ma-ck-ing"/making out/french kiss/"hey you, stop that" in the hallway. each time i see that or a pretty boy/model, i take out my pretend machine gun and make sound effects [me and my cousin do that though...going through the mall and seeing the models.....and have a blast....ahaha].

some people can't stand it...but being disgusted means you're tired of it..or u wish that was you....or that was you and something happened and u dont wana do that no more. lol.

la la...i wonder who reads this stuff anyway. not any of my gaian friends i bet. X3 'sides, only ham and bobby left comments the other time.

i gots so much homework...yet i till haven't even started the make up s**t. i have 2 hours till it's time to get ready. i best leave, browse, sleep. then hopefully, i'll have it all done by uh...UH....wednesday. ^^ bye!

~~~~~edit: no offense to any 'couped friends' i know.... *cough cough*