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xp OPENING NOTE: wow! gaia has desperately found a way for people to be addicted to it more...to have blogs! =D! D = NO! lol. i'll use this as a third place to suffer and post my blogs, for my friends that live here on gaia, that don't have a "myspace" or a "xanga". XP

if nobody even bothers to read this crap..i don't care. it's another way for me to ensure that uhm...none of my treasured memories will be deleted by some virus. aha...so, read at your own risk...have fun..and there's a hell of stuff to read..so, blah
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XANGA POST:

happy late b-day raphael, sherie...and...i'm missing someone else...HMMMM...iono. =P some people don't wana hear that at the beginning of my blog...but, muwahhaa. XD

yesterday was living hell...WAIT....was it yesterday?

^^;; it felt like forever. haha.

i was sick..story:

stomache ache...bad one ...lasted while sleeping to waking up...i ate 3 ranch burgers and drank cold water from carls jr.. could barely sleep..bad stomach. felt like throwing up...didnt want to, cuz it hurts. but then, after like 20min, i did ...but i felt like i wanted to throw up some leftovers that didnt come up...but i didnt...

asked mom to make me a note so that i could rest and not go to first period. before school started for 3rd period...i rested...got ready, my water, lunch [spaghetti as usual]..went to school.

i got there...still feeling weak/drunk. i was in english...basically uh...what's his name agaian? lOL.Logan..yeah, he did most of the work? all we had to do was the thing where if we stranded on an island, if we have government, how we gona survive, wut we guna eat..blah blah. instead, i just called people...on my celly..LOL. i called NIcole in Lodai, and some people on campus. ahaha. and my cuz Jan jAn. yeah. made me feel a lil better... hahaha.

i just went to office after class to rest cuz it hurted. called Mom [was in meeting]...just left message saying i'ma call someone to pick me up. I tried TIta Mel...TIto Nixon...and Auntie DAisy. of course, nobody picked up. the office lady said i should rest and she chek on me later to call again. i hated resting in that lil bed thing...NO PILLOW! lol. my stomach was cramping n' s**t...felt weak....ouch ouch...meh. then ,i called Tito nIXon again, he picked me up. mom called cellie tellin me what to do.

i got home, thanked him..rested. slowly drank water and juice [not posed to but i wanted some!...pluss, i never knew i'm not suppost to..cuz it's acidic they said.. =.= ] yeah! suffering till like 3pm or something? 1pm? whateva. so..mom came. [before then, i prayed..which i never do unless i in church thanking for my life and hoping others have a good one..or i'm really really really really really suffering..cuz i don't like to bother god like that]. she took me to doctor. said i just drink water...sip it...blah..crackers.. MEH. then..yeah...i'm all holding in this puke for so long.

she drop me at TitA Nette's house...but before we got there...i puked in the bucket we had just in case...yeah. so, i suffered there. ate banana...sipped water...ruin their sleeping bed. heh heh. then, angela came..followed by jan jan after school came. i had a lil fun, staying awake and sleeping on and off. i rapped and sang to keep myself out of pain and happy. xD. it helped a bit..but each time i woke up...i wanted to puke..blah blah. i would like roll on the floor to the bathroom, wanting to puke, but not actually doing it. then, i'd force myself back to the bed.

mom took me to emergency..which was hell waiting. waited for 3 hours or more? first..wait for them to see me...[took hella long]. then...another 15 plus minutes to go into office to register insurance further. then...i waited for them to take my blood test [took long again..]. after that evil blood taking samples...i had to wait like hell ... [longest 45 plus min in my life..]to take me in to the room...so that they give me morphene + blah shot [to stop nausia and other s**t...]. yeah...blood tests were normal. said i didnt need an "I.V"...that thing with the water-like bag hanging ..rehydrating your body. well, nurse filipino dude tried talking to evil doctor to give me one...15min after my resting from the shot. finally, when he came back, i threw up some more...which he told evil doctor...and she said yes...so i got my rehydration. yay! more needles! >w< lol. so so...yeah. a sore on my a**...for that pain reliever..plus holes on my left arm looking for veins for taking blood samples....and putting "i.v"...and i'm out! yay! lol.k. what next? i was so craving so many foods...haha.

so..went home, slept on mom's bed cuz it's so cumfy and bleh..and she made me...and she and lil bro slept on floor. AWWW...lol. hopefully, i go back to school tomorrow.

no matter where you get food poisoned, you're never going back to that place. even if its a burger *pause..i keep farting..man that smells..i open window...hahaha* as i was saying..even if it's a burger..u won't wana stop eating it..but u will stop eating it at the place you got poisoned. so, NO MORE CARLS JR! that was like the first time in a few months i've eaten carls jr. i mean, i ate the "big burger" before..i loved 'em to. big and meatey. mmm...but the ranch burger? ugh. lol. back to mc. donalds with me! i might avoid burgers for a while though..it's all bout pizza [which i dont crave right now]!! lol

that's it, i'm done. X3

guess waht? i vaguely remember a dream...that i had last night. i was fighting this dude with a sword...who took it from me or something..i fought with that pole thing with sharp endings or whatever..i was like WOA! i lived fighting fast and s**t with a sword! X3 i love that dream. it makes me want to make a moral.

"no matter what happens, you have to keep coming back, as long as it's right"

o.O does that make sense? HMMMMMM... waht does it mean "as long as it's right"? i wonder..haha. i think what i mean is that...come back for the right reason...like getting someething back..instead of for revenge. like someone kills your family member or somthing. you wish to find them for justice, and to clear your family member's death...not to kill that person cuz they killed your family member.

=3 oh well.

I'M COMING BACK! cuz...i'ma try to go to practice 2morrow. Coach iz cutting people not coming to practice ^^;;; aaaah. davin told me that ...yesturday, and blah! it made me feel worse. I MUST COME BACK! I MUST...i must...lol. to show i'm commited, and deserve to be a DV Wolverines Cross Country Runner! YEAH b***h! lol.

ok, the main reason i wanted to go online was to "please" myself *wink wink* XD.but, i felt like catching up. it's been hell just for 3 days doing nothing. worrying bout my work. worrying bout other people. but the reality is, things do not revolve around ME. it's all bout everybody as a WHOLE...so, if i'm gone, i just have to come back, and everything's ok. nothing will change much, and if it does, i'll be ready to become part of that change. =3

bye! ~ULy

it's early wednesday! hope everyone had fun. =P