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I wear a mask to keep the real me away, I can't look you in the face without crying. I try my hardest to live the pain I'm in you can't see what I'm going through, these tears falls. I look through a mirror and start at myself, I close my eyes it's all a dream. I can't keep myself in shape, I can't hold back the tears that I had for years. I'm stuck with the things I have to deal with, I can't change them. It's dark and lonesome I shake and I bite my lip, trying to wake up.

these tears falls down my face when I seek the truth. My heart aches just to get the answers. I can't trust anyone anymore I lower my head and closed my eyes these tears fall. My world isn't perfect I wish it was. I wouldn't have to deal with this pain that's going through me..I only have my friends I can't trust my family they can't imagine what I'm going through. these tears falls. Lowering my head and I start to cry, raise my wrist, hoping to die.

this poem isn't because I lost a love (boyfriend). it has to do with my mom...