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My heart is slowing down
the tears cannot stop. my mind is racing, for the things you said to me.
I cannot keep on hanging on to you, you do not own me.

can someone stop these tears from falling down my face? is it to late?
the pain is making me numb. this pain is slowing me down, I cannot move.

your not a friend, at least not now. that comment you made I want to shout.
you know it is not true, why do you do the things you do to me.

I need to forget about this pain, and you.
I have friends, do they really care? can I trust them?
my fear of disappearing is getting to me. I cannot control it. I cannot take it anymore

As I close my eyes, the tears are rolling down these pale-rosy cheeks. I start to wonder, drifting into thought. I think to myself. why should I stay?
I open my eyes I still fear of disappearing, but it is to late. my eyes are red, my massacre runs. I lost my feelings, for all the things you done.