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Pull my Halo Down...
We are Born Innocent
Soaking in the rain. People call to each other. Neither one mind that much. It's just a temporary discomfort. Happiness sets in. She can't avoid it. But today, she doesn't want to. This is one emotion she doesn't mind extended visits with. She's floating in her state of mind, eventually she'll crash. But not today. Music gets her off her feet, and friends keep her dancing. Eventually she'll get tired of her toes being stepped on. But not today. Not now. She's loved. Her happiness from a bottle and the end of a cancer stick, that lie, is no longer controling her. She controls it. The rain has gone and left to wash away the unwanted. A cool breeze replaces the heavy air. She's become in a state of child-like. Today, she doesn't care. Her place and her heart can finally agree. She is loved. Today her innocence lives on. Not masked by a lie, but unvailed by the truth. Nothing ugly about it. Just one of a kind. Just me.


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    Mar, your journals break part of me and build up another. I see things differently with each entry I read. I am only sorry that you have to be the one writing them. I wouldn't put you through any of it. My mask gets darker and darker every day, thinking I can hide myself behind it...or somewhere within it. Hoping others will only see the paint and not me. Now I can't find myself, and I am not sure that I want to. I can't do anything without regreting some part of it. Every conversation I have, I must go back in my mind and wish things changed. Wish them perfect. I am rambling. Anyway- hearts for Maria. heart That is where my heart will be at least, when I lose it.

    comment LeahKorea · Community Member · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 05:28am
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