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Just old mush.
Not a Poem!
Okay, there's this thing that's been goin' on for a couple months now, and it goes like this. If something bad happens to me or I get some kind of bad emotion/feeling, eventually I will get something the exact opposite! (This does not apply to material) I have more evidence to prove this! This week has been the absolute WORST, but just today, (or yesterday, I woke up at 3:25 PM and am writing/typing this at 2:09 AM) I'm so happy I could die! (which is actually a good thing) See, this week I kinda wanted to die, but I've got a lot of obligations so that would obviously be bad idea, plus the bad stuff after death, but now, if I was about to die, in my last few seconds I would probably smile! I mean, I just don't care! There's so much stuff goin' on in my head it's weird. ^_^ BTW, I know I posted a sad/angry poem the same time I posted a not caring one, and I can explain. I don't really have the chance to post stuff sometimes so when I get the chance, I post them. Is that okay? Oh of course it is. *sticks tongue out to people who oppose* ........ *thought hits head then blinks twice* Wait... You already knew that didn't you?


BlackRose169
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  • User Comments: [2]
    Yay! I'm extremely happy that you're happy! I'm glad that you decided not to die. I would probably cry for years about it and then eventually decide to join you and commit suicide, or, just decide to join you and commit suicide. Life would be so horrible without you. Anyways, what made you so happy? Was it me?

    comment Alex the Manly · Community Member · Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 02:22am
    -_- No. It's just a random feeling I get. Kinda like mood swings, but worse and with more complications, tricks, and triggers. I know every one of 'em and how to use 'em. I can't change the feelings/moods I get though. I just know how to deal with them. *shrugs*

    comment BlackRose169 · Community Member · Sun Nov 25, 2007 @ 09:35am
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