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All these people on Gaia... things like "DarkPrincess" or "Leader-of-the-damned" I'm sick of it. All these people thinking they're so evil and they've been through so much. You don't know a thing about the word sorrow or anguish! These days emo is a fashion... emo stands for emotional if I'm not mistaken... but how the hell does that have to relate to people cutting them selfs? If you think it's "fun or "makes you feel better" your not emo, your stupid. You think your misunderstood because the way you are and all that crap, maybe if you didn't cut yourself and alike you wouldn't be misunderstood! For the "been through so much I'm gonna commit suicide" issue... tell me, have you ever lost someone close to you? Well get over it! I've lost three, all of them I loved dearly and they loved back! The reason they died was half my fault, as I see it. Yet, I've gotten over it, I haven't had a single thought about suicide, and I don't cut myself! I pray to be forgiven so I can see their faces again, wherever we go when we pass on. Plus, do you know what could happen if you cut yourself with something that hasn't been washed, or isn't clean? Many things, gang-green, infection, lockjaw, and many more things. Also, you could bleed to death if something happens. For the people that drink their blood... you just sicken me. I try to be nice and go along with all this bullcrap and I get accused of being a "high-spirited" prep. Pain isn't the only thing that's real.. pain is something we deal with, and other people just make a big deal out of it. Really, I don't give a s**t, and a lot of other people don't either. Now stop cutting yourself, don't think your misunderstood, and get on with your lives!!! If you hate yourself so much that you can't stand to see yourself than stop playing with yourself and commit suicide. A person can only have so much compassion and pity before he snaps.


stressed Rwar!