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I figured almost from the get go that this would happen, but hey at least I expected it. Also it's nothing new, I've been depressed before. I just hate it so much because I can't tell anyone what's wrong. Nothing is wrong. I mean nothing that I can really put into words. So I just sit at home with the baby everyday. I try and hold it all in when everyone is home so that I don't worry Myckel or my mom, or invoke more of Chloe's pathetic bitchiness. I don't want to have to go back on medication because they would probably put me on the same exact stuff, that didn't work, I was taking last time. I hate feeling like this, but I don't have time to go see my therapist now with Eden.