So. What do I say?
What I've said many times before?
I've made a mistake. Mistake that I think I wasted a year and a half.
Falling inlove with someone. Causing so much trouble between us.
When finally ending it. I realised from the moment i did it suck a mistake i made.
But I just can't take it back.
I'm sick of so many things, and if the only way to stop them is to stay alone forever.
Then it's going to have to happen.
I've hurt. I'm hurt. I hate it.
I feel like nothing I can do is right, nothing i can say or do will make it all be okay.
I've had some serious suicidal thoughts, but why?
Why should I lower myself and do that because of one guy?
I just want all this to go away.
If you read this. I'm sorry.
Sorry for everything I've done.
What I've said many times before?
I've made a mistake. Mistake that I think I wasted a year and a half.
Falling inlove with someone. Causing so much trouble between us.
When finally ending it. I realised from the moment i did it suck a mistake i made.
But I just can't take it back.
I'm sick of so many things, and if the only way to stop them is to stay alone forever.
Then it's going to have to happen.
I've hurt. I'm hurt. I hate it.
I feel like nothing I can do is right, nothing i can say or do will make it all be okay.
I've had some serious suicidal thoughts, but why?
Why should I lower myself and do that because of one guy?
I just want all this to go away.
If you read this. I'm sorry.
Sorry for everything I've done.
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