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Oh god I'm worried. If I really do have some kind of sickness, then I don't know what I'll do about it. My family can't afford medication. We can't even afford my mother's. It's not like my parents would actually listen to me anyways. They don't take me seriously. I can't bear it. I just hurt all the time and I always want to cry about something. Dustin said it wasn't a big deal, but he doesn't understand. It IS a big deal because that's why I cry myself to sleep every other night. That's why I'm so unhappy all the time. And I can't live normally ever again until I figure out what's wrong and how to stop it.