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I get called alot of things, player, pimp, whore, slut, none of the names really matter. What does is what i do, I care for people, wherever that happens it just does, I'm not trying to ********, screw, flirt with,or messwith whoever oyu think it is I'm after, I'm expressing who I am. I'm being myself, if oyu hate what i do as oyu say, then hate me for who I am. I play a role at times but other times i genuinely express my feelings, I dont make them any deeper or shallower than they really are. A smirk, a grin, a compliment, a hug, a kiss is all some people want to feel better. Everyone deserves to love themself, everyone deserves to feel wanted, everyone deserves to feel beautiful at least for a while. I dont pretend to be anyone else, I dont pretend to be some kind of miracle worker, I'm just a normal person. I'm no saint, I'm no hero, just because I'm good at making others feel good doesnt mean that I'm not genuine. Despise me all oyu want, because for every one of you there arel ots of others who see me as someone who they can go to for support and caring. I do it not to make myself happy, I do it because making people feel wonderful makes up for the monster that I have been at times, but none of oyu will ever know the depths I can and at times have sunk to so who are you to judge me. It may be someone close to you, you may see them as your's but in the end it takes two people to do anything that counts as interaction, obviously I had something you did not, it's alot easier to hate me than to look at yourself isnt it?