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Miss Saira-Jayns Diary.
My wonders, my thoughts, my sadness, my hate, my anger even my happiness will be put in here.. I ain't writing to entertain.. I'm writing the truth.. My feelings.. Yeah I shouldn't write such personal stuff on here but nobody reads it anyways =]]
Holiday, bloodstains.
So I got back from Florida yesterday.
It was basically alll s**t..
Dad and J-me argued because of how she treated the kids,
Rob and cath tried taking the kids and ME!
THe air conditioning in the villa broke so i spent 9 ********' days on the living room floor sleeping.
Dad kept snapping at me cos he was in a shitty.

Buut. I did come close to overcoming my fear of snakes.
Before - See a snake and feel faint and sick, cant even go within metres of them.
Then - I HELD a 3ft ball python. Absolutely shittin' it. And felt very ill. But after I could stand near them..


So today. Me and Paul ******** about and he like.. lunged me at the wall..
And it was an accident but I smacked me head and hurt my hand trying to stop..
So I like didnt want him touching me cos I felt ill and in pain..
I wouldnt talk to him because even though I was saying get off he kept mollycoddling me. And i was getting annoyed,

He got in a right shitty about it words were said he punched the wall. Then again..
Stained me wall, my top and bed..
Whilst ********' up his hand, at times it feels like two crushed knuckles, but sometimes just a bruising..

Also. He emotionally hurt me.
Because of me being in florida I couldnt get to a payphone much to call i had no credit either.
I spent $60 trying to talk to him. Thats thirty ********' quid. PLUS I used £12 of my moms credit.
I cried like every single night because i missed him so much.
Yet tonight he turned round and said he feels i dont care very much for him because i didnt call him much..
Where were my ********' texts? I mean sure its hard to call cos of it costing us both.. but its not much to ********' text.

Nice thing for first proper day back eh?
Oh and school tomorrow.


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