ahhhhhhhh
parker likes me parker likes me
i dont know whether to be worried or happy or depressed or what
he told D to tell me and then D told me and now im freaking out about him telling D to tell me cause she told me!
i dont even know how old he is....is he like 15-he might be! its not that hes not cute or anything, he is, but i never would have guessed it, and now im thrown all off balance and im having a panick attack (they run in my family)
i cant tell sammi cause shell kick my immortal a**, or try, seeing as she can barely reach my a**, but shell try cause parkers her ex and when he sorta liked D, she warned D about it (dont tell sammi about the short joke!)
now im confused, Ban is yelling at me to suck it up, and Skye is just happy about it cause she likes parker. (in case your confused, Ban is my bad side (equivelent to sammi's rei), Skye is my good side (equivelent to sammis fatality), and im kinda just stuck in the middle)
ahhhhhhhhhh
im used to kicking him, not hearing this kinda thing! ....my hands are shaking....
i dont know what to do.... is he gonna ask me out now? maybe.... that wouldnt be a bad thing, i just wasnt expecting it wow my freak out is almost over. *sigh i need some quiet time now cause im becoming quite cantalope dog (meloncholy)
*sigh i need to talk to parker now, and parker, if your reading this, dont worry bout it. you like a psycho, its no big deal.
redrum and wine · Mon May 30, 2005 @ 08:47pm · 3 Comments |