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I know it's been forever, but I've finally decided to get my lazy a** to writing another journal entry.
I'm not going to add more storyline for a little while, and I really don't know if I will at all.(for personal reasons)

So here's another poem I've concocted.
Yes, it's dedicated to someone, ofcourse.
He'll know it's for him if he reads it, that's all I'm saying.

Is this what's left of heavan when you've lived a life like me?
Chaos.
Disorder.
Is this my bitter, black santuary?

Is this where you go when you know longer know
who you are
what to do
what you stand for?
Rage.
Jelousy.
Is this my boundless asylum?

Is this all there is when I'm left to die?
When I've lost all my interest to cry?
Frigedness.
Emptiness.
Is this all I'll every be if I let go of you?

So lay me to sleep.
Close my eyes.
You'll be better off without me.
My last kiss...
Goodbye.
I'll say goodbye to the truest angel I've ever known.

And with death's cold embrace
my only wish
will be to feel your embrace instead.

So long
goodbye.
I die now for you, my love.



Also, to all my friends out there....
I MISS YOU!!!! gonk
I want to talk to you all again,
especially you, Andy, Nathan and those several others I care most about here in our little world of gaia.

I'll be on again from time to time, 'promise!