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I been in the most worst moods recently. Honestly, I feel like killing myself due the deep depression that came over me. But I won't... That's like me demanding serious help, I and don't want any help at all. I just feel like thinking about the things I grown a deep hatred for. I hate my mother, my sister and this house. I feel like going far away for the sakes of avoiding them. I want to move from Florida away from people I once called friends. I feel like going somewhere to die of natural causes by myself.

Yeah, that's pretty much my mind speaking, though my actions aren't always as what mentality anticipates. That's all I'm going to type.