My words used to be enough to make you want to live. Make you last another day. I felt ok but I'm not so sure not today.
I'm sure i love you but that may not be enough. I feel almost weak like i cant breath.
I want to cry, i want to scream. i feel a pain to unbearable but i pray that today you might be ok.
Because if i loose you.....i will loose myself. I wont have reason to go on. my life flashes before my eyes and i want to cry.. let these tears fall fast i let the blood drain cause i don't think i can last, my whole world hanging by a thread i just cant quite thinking you might be dead. I hope you hung on, that it wasn't my last silent goodbye. I feel like i am going to die. Please Please be ok, just block out the pain. I hope my hope continues to be enough but I'm not quite so sure... Just hold on I pray and i want you to hold my words true.... I will not live not without you......
shizuka_sainan · Fri Aug 31, 2007 @ 07:46pm · 0 Comments |