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Okay, so you may not care, but last night, my drandfather died. He had a trec(sp?) in his throat supplying him with oxegyen, and a lung pump keeping air in. The reason he died, they thought that he would be able to breath on his own, so the took out the trec(again sp?) and supplyed him with oxegyn. 4 or 5 breaths later, he passed away. I don't understand it, but I can't cry, I sorta want to but, I can't. I know that he is in th arms of our savior and that he is no longer in pain. So, that is why it is bitter sweet. Haveing someone you love taken from you, but knowing that they are in eternal bliss. I am not writing this for pity but, I am writing this because I need to. I will miss him.