I say, "Deal with it b***h, or don't read it."
Although it is not fun if no one responds in journals. So I am in conflicting emotion right now. domokun ---"Arr, yee matey. Ye domo eat yer arse!"
Let's start with currently practicing with a guitar....my fingers hurt and I am racking up in spirit. Realizing that most of my friends will be busy or far away in colleage will then give me so much free time with myself that'll have to fill up with my time with practicing the guitar and drawing. Both activities need alot of practice. Drawing is not hard (but I need motivation) and playing the guitar...well, it is my first time so I am practicing while once a week I get lessons from a friend.
I want to learn the guitar not really to make music, and definatly not as a career. Just a hobby to learn music I like and swoon my girl friend with kick a** music or rather romantic ones. Bust out the door with a rose in my mouth and play mexican music.
Ah, just a dream now.
My mom is also going to City Colleage....oy, that's going to be wierd. We don't have the same class, but that means I will see her beyond the boundaries of the house....no where to hide pretty soon. Ick. That is not the problem really, what is really problematic is she can't seem to be organized and always needs help. I got all my paper work done and over with, she in the other hand does things at the last minute. On top of that she is jumble minded....so she loses stuff, gets stressed, takes it out on me, and makes me help or else takes it out on me again. She has no job now, but she does these side thing where she has a party and sells candles basically. Then she tries to get someone else to make a party and she does it all over again. Except who ever has the party gets discounts and such things. So it is like a chain mail thing (you know the random s**t you get in PM's, I mean e-mail stare ).
That is her only money maker so far, my dad is completly drained from work but the problem is really from my mom. She whines and drives my dad insane. It takes my dad to threaten divorce to get her to listen. I feel sorry for him, but then again he gets on my case.....but without words, just innuendo, sarcasm, and the way he looks at you.
My brother...is just there.
My girl friend has High School, I only see her twice a week at the most from what I count on the calender. That is not alot, she does not even live that far. If we had long distance relationship it would be dead already.
We're going to see The Grudge in theaters this friday, before that I am also going to see Team America before she gets out of school with my friends.
One of my friends is going to a colleage far off, probably the last day (friday) I see him until X-mas break.
My mom tells me that the house is going to be sold to help pay off some debts. So.....DAMN!!!!
