May 18, 2005
Aww thanks Spoods. That made me laugh. Though I don't feel awesome, I feel like a very bad friend. Icy, makes sense. But the thing is, they didn't do anything wrong. They didn't do anything mean. They didn't do anything to purposely make me feel bad. So it's kinda hard to just get rid of them, you know? For now, I'm putting up with them. I'll have to decide what to do. Today the first person who IMed me was Ralph. I said a total of two things to him, which consisted of "LOL" and "o.o". Yeah. He figured out I didn't feel like talking and signed off. x_x I watched Pokémon today for the first time in several months. They showed Skitty, yay! I love Skitty. Then my mom came home and I went places with her. Anything to get out of the house and away from online people who I don't feel like dealing with for a while. My mom wants to join some fitness place to lose weight. They have a pool so I might join just to swim, though I don't know. We spent forever talking to them with them trying to get her to join right away. Then I came home. Jenna was here. We talked for a while and stuff, showed each other our inventories and fish on Gaia. Then she went home, I had dinner, I ate an entire pizza, I usually don't eat that much, now I'm feeling like I ate too much. XP And then sat here for a while, bored that I couldn't post in the regular forums but glad I could still post in guilds. Gaia is really pissing me off lately. I donated this month, they better use that ten bucks to fix all this crap! Well I got bored and made a chat, mostly I wanted to talk to Kaz and I can't IM him because he might get annoyed or I might not have much important stuff to say, I did IM him earlier when I was watching Pokémon and was talking about Skitty and stuff, but I didn't say much since I didn't want him to get sick of talking to me. So I made a chat and invited him and Rico and Andrew but Andrew invited Ralph and he invited Ivy, so yeah. But Ivy got kicked off and hasn't been back... Me, Kaz, and Rico were mostly talking about Pokémon for a while but me and Ralph are talking about fish now. I'm still not sure how much I want to talk to him, or if I should make anymore chats. Maybe chats with just me, Kaz, Jon, and Rico, since Andrew is Ralph's friend and he invites him. I dunno. I hate to get rid of all these people. Maybe I'll talk to them eventually if I stop feeling like this. Dunno. I wish I could just talk to Kaz. Like normal. Like before. Without always having to make a chat and make sure there's a big conversation going on. x.x
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