one day in my shoes is all it would take to get you to understand how hard it is for me to make my self see how i feel about every one around me. some friends go and lovers to.. but what i'm trying to say is that i cant feel any pain any more. no more cring for this young girl. i been every where i never wanted to be. and some how i still dont see the light. i'm still in a dark place. i will never leave this box of mine. safe and cold. i never let any one in, to save my self from the hurt everyone brings on me. i see how people treat me, and i feel that i would need to wear more make up to cover my mistakes, to cake over my falts. why would i need to be perfect in a world that isint perfect in its self ? i hate that people put all there faith in me and i end up failing. I wish i could be that perfect girl every one wants me to be, but lets face the facts. i will NEVER live up to your standers and you keep pushing me to more then i can be. you set me up for failure, and i can never forgive you. i feel as if the air around me is cold and bitter. why do i have such a stupid life, and i know that nothing will go my way.
I have nothing else to say.
i'm done writing for now.
-Mimi
I have nothing else to say.
i'm done writing for now.
-Mimi
( i wrote this a while ago )
