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life isn't easy when you've gotta keep this huge secret from everyone even though they hate you and wouldn't care but if it does get in the public......

CHAPTER ONE fight without back
i began tapping my pencil on the blank white sheet of paper, the whitness mocking me of its unwritten. i closed my eyes to revieve stress until
"hey ********"
that was joey johns, the head quater back in the football team of my new school, he was buff, dirty blonde hair, an i.q of a 5 year old and the face of a bull dog.
i clicked my eyes and narrowed at his ugly face which girls only love him because he's tough...and i guess handsome
i heard a bell and picked up my messenger bag and tried to make a run for it to the door but that damn-
"i was talking to you," joey snarled and pulled me back from my shirt. his girlfriend, miranda, snapping bubblegum and her pretty shiny blonde hair i wanted to burn on fire, was the most dispictable girl i met in my life. she looked like a ferret and a poodle but was a snake inside.
"hey emo kid, do you cut?"she did holding my face and slapped my across.
joey held me up and punched me in the stomach as i curled in a ball as to leave me to die there and stole my bag.
i laid there for a moment holding back the tears of no one will never know what i been through especially if you don't know my past....isn't for the faint of heart.
i looked at my wrist and very faint scars showed, which will never heal.
you could've taken him, you ******** weak person, you humans are all weak!
that voice...i thought
i got up slowly and headed out to the door clenching my nails into my arms into the cold fall storm. my jacket!"sh...its in my bag..."i shrugged it off knowing i will never see it again...
a cool wind breeze flew in my hair making it fly like the crows and the woods had never been beautiful with the orange, red, and yellow mixed with a dark background and thunder clapping in the background while i was shuffling my feet through the dead leaves.
no birds....too quiet, my thoughts narrowed, things weren't all they seemed.
i felt a bad feeling go up my throat
suddenly
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