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Heyheyhey guys whatz goin down?
lolz my families in town now, i bet if u got everysingle member of our family together we would be about the size of a small city not even kidding!
Ya, i just found out that i might have the disease called depression, i dont even know why they call it a disease, it just means that your a little ******** up in the head, thats all ^^
My parents think that i should go see a doctor, and their tryna force me to see councellors or phico-iatrists those dudes are just fags (sorry if anyone who is readin this is a phyco-chiatrist)
Yep my families here now, and it actually isnt all that bad, i just wanna see what people in my school would think if me n my sister walked down the hallways, i bet they wouldnt know that we were actually siblings ^^
My sister has frizzy-ish hair, black hair with multiple coulors of highlights (all like red and blond, not like purple... Move(MOE-VA) eheheheh) Shes at like a size zero for her all her body cept for her breasts, shes like a double D there, (o, and her hairs a little past shoulder length, and she has brown eyes and a seriouse tan) (Implants and tumytucks) Im have like shoulder length black-blondish-brownish hair(slightly past shoulders) blue eyes a normal body(i think... i dunno i dont exsactly check out other chicks to see if were the same... ignore my sisters describtion stare ) i have like no tan, im a techno person, while my sister, shes more like an energizer bunny *_* its soo annoying, shes also more like a prep, she like dogs, im an Emo/Goth/Punk/freak ext..... and im a cat person, yet my dad thinks that were exactly the same Im like the second chance daughter >.<
And i didnt quite pan out to be the best of the two
lolz ignoring that for a moment, heres a poem that i made, just cuz i was bored

The Darker side of Perfection

the darker side of perfect
i go on with this life
putting on a pretty mask
lets pretend we're fine
wearing black
who is it we can trust
every memory lasts
memories of us
the darker side of perfect
is it what you think?
everything we love before us
is gone with fust one blink
eyeliner dark
even on the guys
although people tell us
it "ruins our pretty eyes"
the darker side of perfect
every lie that we have faced
every heart that has been broken,
shattered, then replaced
not careing about the world
who cares what they all say
noones actually listening
we'll win anyway
the darker side of perfect
the ones you think will cry
like everything you say
makes us slit our wrists to die?
fit us into your stereotype
the one that you call "emo"
but there's more to us
more than you could even know...
not all of us cut our wrists
in fact theres alot of us who dont
you might hide your feelings
and yet most of us wont
some days we might be off,
depressed, a little sad
like being the darker side of perfect
is really all thet bad.
we're the darker side of perfect
so now you understand
we're "depressed" because we are
we wear black because we can.

alright its 11:30 so im gunno go chill with som Vid.Games chow babies seiya in the morning ^^