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More randomness
Today... I am just... kinda lonely. Very lonely infact. Today started out well, but... kinda went downhill when I went online. ... Ashley hasn't contacted me since last thursday, when I called her and found out she was in ohio already, and yeah. She haunted my dreams a couple of times. But.. .whatever.. I suppose she does have a life besides me. I should be happy. I still miss her though.I mean, I just want to talk to her. But whenever I do.. I always do something wrong and make her mad, or upset myself. *sighs* When will my life get better? I mean, my mom is even being nice to me!! I'm getting along with my mom!!! How's that for strange?! I'm reading marvel comics and stuffs, and I really should bring back all those books and stuffs on paranormal and ghosts... since I'm not going to be reading them. I've lost interest. It was another phase, and I never got around to reading them, now It's just a chore, something I have to do, and not something I want to do.. I want to read the marvel thingies, and I'm going to read the marvel thingies. I think I'll take the books back tomorrow or friday or actually some here and there on both days, a continual stream of returning books.. so yeah! Here's what I wanted to post in my journal today, because I can't figure out what to do with it right now. hey.. guess what? I've actually STARTED to work on redoing my profile. Kurama's is still better, and will probably stay the best, but hey.. I can attempt, right? Well, so far, it sucks. It looks like an attmept to be cool, but it's really not.. and... damn.. I'm REALLY missing ashley right now.. But you know? I bet she's asleep, and not thinking of me. Or she's still in ohio, and still asleep. ... .. And besides. I can't go over there because vicki has a b-day coming up, and saturday I'm gona be with joel at an rp, and I have books on hold at the library, and books out, that need to be brought back, and those things just don't happen when I'm with her. .. But.. still... I wanna see her... I could like, call and see what she's doing, maybe go over there till friday, and then come home and have my little happy party on saturday, and I would still be able to bring back the books in time and if I check the library today, I'll know if there are books for me, because it's not a full three days, I'll check on saturday morning.. and.. yeah... Ashley? I wanna come over.. I wanna see you... please? I think I'll try to call her today!! ... ...well... later anyway.. she's definately not awake right now... ... .. But you know.. I could always try....
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