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I write this now as tears flow from down from my cheeks. I've reached my wits end. I just had to stand there while my parents berated me and put me down. Making me believe that i will never amount to anything. t this point, i can't tell whether or not it was just cause they were angry or not..either way i can't make heads nor tails of he situation a hand. All that fills my mind is the thought of her smiling face, the one i love. Bronwyn...i'll always love you. Regardless of what happens to me, my love for you is ever lasting. To all those who have befriended me on gaia i thank you all. Even if we have never met, I appreciate it. My life is so mixed up right now, I'm torn between love and hate...i'm not sure how much more I can take of this. Anyway it's late, my eyes are totally bloodshot and i'm still crying. Steve, Jeff, Nicole...I'm sorry you guys had to see what happened...i feel awful. To Bronwyn...I'll love you till the end of time. You are my life, my soul...my everything.Anyway i'm off I need sleep...i inevitably have school tomorrow. So yea. Laterz! crying