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Just last week, on Friday, I boarded a bus to come out to New York with my love. So here I am, I'm here in his house, staying with his family. Everything is so different here. It's like a whole other world to me. I like it... but then again I don't... I'm not used to it yet but after I do, I'm sure that I will love it here.
We're trying again. My love and I are trying again to have a baby girl. Hopefully we can out here. It isn't nearly as stressful as it was back in Minnesota. Granted, there are things that I can't do here that I used to do out there. I miss being able to go where ever I want, whenever I want. Here, I'm not really allowed to step outside the house without him. Though I do understand his concerns. After all, I'm still new to the area and don't know much about the streets.
I miss them back in Minnesota though. My father, two of my brothers... I miss them greatly. But I know that I will see them all again in early June when I go back out to visit. On one hand, I can't wait for June. But on another... I don't want June to come. My mother... She'll try to make me stay again and I really would rather come back out here to New York.
 okamimegami · Thu May 05, 2005 @ 08:39pm · 2 Comments |
