I think it's about time for a new journal entry, don't you?
Well...Let's see what's going on in my life.
Currently it's summer vacation.
I'm in Texas with my grandparents.
My granny is scared that she's going to die.
She's had some trouble breathing and talking.
Her breathing is better because she has some new medication and we've been praying as well.
But my family and I have been down here for a few weeks, and we're going back home next week I think.
I kind of miss home, but I hate leaving my grandparents, especially my granny because I want to be there for her. whee
But I'm pretty sure we'll be back next month. 3nodding
School starts August 9th I think.
My assigned reading for English was Grapes of Wrath.
And I still haven't finished it...started rather.. sweatdrop
I'm on page 2. stressed
I dislike Steinbeck immensely.
I hope I can finish the book and assignment on time...
But let's see, what else...
I'm joining several art competitions this month.
A tad stressful, but I'm hoping to get gold to save up for a nice 2003 item to share with my twin sister, Suki.
I'm striving for the Panda hat, but it doesn't appear too near in my future. sweatdrop
Oiis. And I really want to loose weight.
I can't stay focused on it though.
I know I'd be happier being in shape than the happiness I get get from eating junk food or over eating...but I continue.I go in spurt of eating right, and not eating too much....but at some point in the day I splurge on something that's not the best.
Today I splurged majorly. T__X
I had sour straws, twizler pull-aparts, and other stuff.
So much for any diet.
I must keep motivated.
Motivate me people! Motivate me! scream
Haha. Jk.. I know it's not your job.
I hope I'll be at my goal by the time I'm 17 though.
Ohs..Another complaint/whine about my incapability to focus.
I'm the same with practicing my violin.
I know what I need to do to get better.
I don't push myself to do it.
Like practicing with a metronome, because I'm a bad counter, and I need to in general.
Fix my posture before I get carpel tunnel ( spelling? heh. sweatdrop )
I'm scared of that because my new teacher said I keep my wrist out too far...and I don't place my fingers right over the finger board when I get higher, and lots of stuff with my wrist, and bow stuff.
Why have I taken the easy way out of everything?!
I did vibrato wrong for 3 years, and now just relearned it right.
Okays...I'm done whining.
I'm gonna write Keep Focused and Motivated to Reach your Goal!!
on my forehead.
But I still need your prayers.
whee heart heart
(I hope that reading this wasn't wasting the last 5 minutes of your life... sweatdrop )
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