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I'm 23 >.< Truth be told, I'm 23 years old. Was never fond of my birthdays and I thank god each time one passes by peacefully. 2007 has been a terrible year for me and i can't wait for it to be over and done with. On Easter this year, my house was broke in to. Sad to say, i lost all my cash and jewellery. I can't tell you how much it pains me to type all this down and relive the memories of that day. It took me all this time to actually sit down here and type this out. I was in Kuala Lumpur that weekend when i recieved a call from my sis that our house was broken in to. All the jewelleries that i had was gone. My first diamond solitare I had wanted so badly and was eventually given to me by my mom, the ruby ring I got for my 16th birthday, gold bangles and earrings all went "poof" The items meant alot to me because of the memories each and every one of the hold and not because of the price. I got each and everyone of them to mark special occasions in my life. Such as graduations, birthdays and such. And since my mother's 50th birthday was coming up, I had thousands of ringgit in my drawer. I planned to buy something extra special for my mom this year. I lost all that too. And worst, April was the beginning of my family and loved ones birthdays, next up would have been my dad and sis' both in May. Ian in June, Elisa's in September. I didn't and I won't have the money to get anything great for anyone. All the money I do get for now goes to food and paying toll. I might not have to pay for house or car morgage but just buying food stuffs is burning a 'fooking' hole in my wallet. And it's only to feed myself. My weight plummet after April and I am trying to put the on again. I lost 4kg in a matter of 2 days from stress. I used to weight in at a healthy 49-50kg for a height of 167cm. Now, i'm happy if i even maintain at 46.5kg. I can no longer wear my favourite skirts and my pants have now become super hipsters and i was and never am fond of showing my butt crack to anyone. So jeans has become my normal attire everywhere. But anyway I'll cut everything short, I guess in the end, this topic still does bothers me. So that's one reason I want 2007 to be over and done with. In Silkroad, I've finally reached lvl80. I'll have to wait for the level cap to open again so during this time, I'll farm some skill points just in case. I must admit, Maggie and Kuku pisses the hell out of me everytime they compare my character to theirs. These two are forever trying to make me feel small and weak and it's getting to me. I've tolerated them since June of last year. All in all, i can still kick Maggie's a** in the game but I'm not match for Kuku. Archers have a tough time againts glaviers and just because of that Maggie uses Kuku's character to bully me and say that I'm weak. sigh Uh oh, I'm ranting about something no one understands. Then again, i highly doubt anyone is even reading all this... Hope Dream is still making those sigs, been thinking none stop about em' Note to self: . save money to buy some sigs from Dream . Celebrate 2008 with much love and all night partying. I just realized, I didn't even have a birthday cake this year. I've always thought birthdays were never complete without a birthday cake but... atleast mom got me an egg tart, I guess.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 12:46am


	gasp don't tell me today's your b-day?!? HAPPY BIRTHDAY! or belated if I'm late.. sweatdrop I'd get you an ice-cream cake.. but I wouldn't want it to melt on ya. xd Sorry to hear about the break-in though. Wish I could help, but I can only join you in cursing those burglars! h.e.v.n Then again, i highly doubt anyone is even reading all this... rolleyes You know I always read your entries. xd heh.. my shop's actually closed at the moment but for you, I'll come up with something special. For all the birthdays I've missed. 3nodding

Commented on: Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 09:47am


	Ah! a cake!!! and it looks good too o.O Cursing not only that? The burglars owe me big time for my next life's karma. >.< <-- one of the only ways to make myself feel better is by thinking of this. If i do see them in my next life, I would like them to repay me everything and I would like to step on them a few times just as well. You ought to stop. >.< My journal is becoming hazzarous. Your shop is closed?!?!?!?!? Why is it closed? Nay, it should never be closed. what have you been doing? Chasing after too many skirts? Come back and open your shop T.T waits outside

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Commented on: Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 11:40pm


	what can I say? I'm a good cake picker.. xd now if only that was a viable career I'd be set! pfft.. next life? that's just too long of a wait.. I say we find them now and stomp them into the ground. twisted Only way I'll stop reading your journal is if you stop writing, but then we'd just be writing in PMs.. xd My shop's closed due to my laziness and busy schedule.. not due to "chasing skirts" though if that were the real reason I doubt I'd mind either.. xp throws her a key Key to my shop wink but you'll have to leave that guitar playing wannabe beside you outside.. we don't allow pets in the store. xd

Commented on: Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 12:21am


	Yup, it's a good career. You pick the cake and i'll eat em.. If i did find them in this life. Sad to say, i'll do more than stomp them with my high heels on.. Lol, I thought you were too busy collecting girlfriends to open your shop. Kakakakaa! Gets the key don't mind me helping myself to whatever i find inside! What?! You don't like my maid? But i've just toilet trained him. Oh well.. Ties her maid aka guitar playing wannabe to a lamp post nearby

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Commented on: Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 07:56pm


	hahah.. well as long as you're the one buying the cakes from me! then I think we can work something out.. you'd be my sugar mama.. xd eek Actually, I'd like to see that. We must hone our detective skills. I'll be Batman.. you can be Robin. haha.. collecting girlfriends? How long would that last before I get my butt whooped I wonder.. rolleyes and yet you're the one with a key to my store.. pfft.. while you're in the store feel free to do some cleaning. Lots of cobwebs that need to be cleared. If your maid's got a broom hidden in that guitar case, I guess I can let him in for a bit. But its out to the lamp post once he's done. xd

Commented on: Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 08:57pm


	Dang it, I was hoping to find myself a sugar daddy >.< Muahahhaa Robin? Sounds good, now go get your bat mobile and drive me around. : P I like being driven around since I'm not the best of drivers out there. Life insurance are required before getting in to my car. runs around with the key Though i suspect you may be more than a little modest on your ahem conquest. Kakakaaa Nah, no brooms there unfortunately, can't you tell that he's just carrying my make-up bag? Can't leave home without it. Heee~ And i'm scared of spiders btw..

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Commented on: Sat Jul 14, 2007 @ 12:00am


	I pity envy the person that becomes your sugar daddy.. xd what kind of side kick can't drive? stare You're supposed to be my back up in case things get tough out there.. I think you should drive more just for practice. Don't worry.. my bat mobile is well shielded/armored/equipped. conquest?!? you're making me sound worse and worse by the post. talk2hand wow.. a guitar case full of make up? that's a little excessive don't you think? Put that much on and who would recognize ya? xd Unless you're one of those door to door people trying to sell me something.. in which case, please kindly step out of my shop. ooo.. didn't know you had arachnophobia, I"ll have to keep that in mind in case you ever decide to rebel against me.. side kick. blaugh

Commented on: Sun Jul 15, 2007 @ 10:36am


	Sugar, ah honey honey You are my candy guyyy And you've got me wanting you. Honey, ah sugar sugar You are my candy guyyy And you've got me wanting you. All i ever wanted was candies T.T throws a candy wrapper at Dream's head You got life insurance Mr.Bat? It'll look bad if you got accidently killed by your side kick. sits in a trolley and tries to drive it Now, where's the pedal? Excessive? I need all those stuffs to make me look natural, baby. And of course you would recognize me, i ain't using house paints yet ie. ICI, Weathershield etc. DreamFusion, skirt chasing collector conquestor. Nice title... XD waves fist

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Commented on: Mon Jul 16, 2007 @ 07:45am


	aww.. are you trying to serenade me with a candy song? xd well they do say that the way to a man's heart is through his stomach.. 3nodding Too bad empty candy wrappers don't fill stomachs.. stare pfft.. as long as I have life insurance out on you so I can collect in case of your "accidental", untimely and tragic death.. then its all good. Pedal away, just let me screw in this rocket booster here and.. yep, you're good to go! mrgreen so.. you need make up to make you look like you're not wearing make up? talk2hand and girls wonder why guys don't understand them.. rolleyes If I can't say it fast 3 times, its not a good title.. stare what you waving for? oh look out.. SPIDER! j/k rofl

Commented on: Wed Jul 18, 2007 @ 10:03am


	hey ash^.^ i just realised that i haven't seen u in like,a year or somethinggasps eek eek eek

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Commented on: Thu Jul 19, 2007 @ 04:12pm


	Yodels loudly and out of tune Truth be told, I fear you might be needing a stomach pump if you ate any of my cooking. I've been know to make eggs go boom Consider you life spared. Oh my, how you love me. How loved you make me feel... cough Yup, you got that right. We need that much make up to make us look unmake-uped, radiant and beautiiiiful~ Be fooled, fool. KAKAKKAKAA! xd I don't care. As long as it looks good on your name card. hands out Dream's new name card randomly A big businessman like you need name cards and to think I've been so sweet and thoughful, I did it without being asked. mrgreen Sprays Dream with aerosol spray Oops, sorry. Thought you said spider. Hey there baby!

Commented on: Thu Jul 19, 2007 @ 10:33pm


	cups ears aww man.. from the Archies to this.. what gives? gonk tosses a slice of her b-day cake into hevn's mouth blaugh You can't cook eggs? not even hard boiled? I'm sure you can't mess that up.. xp Guess if we ever meet up I"ll have to do the cooking.. 3nodding Unless you're just saying that to get out of cooking, cause that sounds like something I'd do.. xd girls. are. SCARY. Aren't some make up like lipstick made of whale blubber and stuff? xd I still find it funny that girls will "make up" themselves with the main objective being to impress the guys that probably won't even notice the difference.. Who's the fool now? rolleyes what the? How'd you get my business card before me? I don't remember hiring an agent.. you know you're not getting paid for that right? cough Someone call my lawyer.. wahmbulance then a doctor to have her hearing checked out. whee Hey Baby!

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Commented on: Tue Aug 21, 2007 @ 04:23pm


	Delicious, thank you wipes her mouth on Dream's non-existant sleeve Muahaha, I love to cook actually, it's just that sometimes the things i cook turns out urmm.. a little wrong that's all.. but if you insist, i wouldn't mind cooking for you if you ever come down to Penang ^-^ Ahhh~ glitters or something was made from fish scales and perfumes are somewhat made from whale something, so hey, if you use perfume, then you're party responsible XD I don't put on make up just for the guys, but mostly for self confidence razz I dress nicely and do all the fancy stuffs after i go steady with a guy >.> I know it sounds a little weird but i can't help it, i wasn't born looking like a super model T.T I'm doing this out of the sweetness and kindness of my pure heart heart Har?!?! you said something boy? Speeeaakkk louder!!

Commented on: Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 12:36am


	stare My arm's caked with.. cake.. what a coincidence.. you love to cook and I love to eat! domokun no wonder we get along so well.. xd Although my eating habits also depend on the quality of the cooking. Ewww.. fish scales and whale blubber. You ladies are fully aware of what that stuff's made off and still you put it on. xd Weird that you only start wearing the make up after you find a guy though.. what's the point if he already knows what you look like without the make up? and I don't wear perfume so xp I don't know how much more of your "sweetness" I can handle.. rolleyes hey.. do you play badminton? I started picking it up again now that hockey season is over for me. My racket is from way back in the day when I used to play in Malaysia.. they feel so much heavier now compared to the newer models.. xd Probably need to get my strings tightened again.

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Commented on: Sat Sep 15, 2007 @ 07:03pm


	urm.. congrats? biggrin Oh alrighty then, i'll just have to remember to starve you first to the point of ermm, starvartion. can't help it T.T i look too pale without lipstick on and i happend to love perfumes.. Oh la laa~ I sincerely hope you use deoderant though.. inches away clings to dream Don't leave meeeeeeee! T.T I used to play badminton, i usually play with my dad till he got a little too ermm.. rounded? He told me that if he played anymore he's gonna get a heart attack so i stopped asking him to play with me.. =_= I need to tighten some strings too.. namely my purse strings. I'm so poor i'm about to go eat grass.

Commented on: Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 02:48am


	but I don't want to be starved to the point of starvation! gonk deodorant? stare antiperspirant is the way to go. Deodorant only masks odor.. plus it has some type of chemical that's supposed to be bad for you.. forgot what its called though. ahh.. loosen the grip.. I'm losing circulation in my arm.. xp hahah.. a heart attack? you must be playing pretty aggresively, should learn to take it easy on others, or are you just too competitive and losing isn't in your vocabulary? bwahah.. people actually do eat grass here! xd well wheat grass.. they think its good for them. But I know that's just a scam.. 3nodding

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Commented on: Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 10:49am


	Sorry but i'll have to if i need to get you to eat my food and gush how wonderful it it.. without lying through your teeth. Hey, i though antiperspirant blocks the pores in your armpits and causes cancer too. confused All for the sake of smelling a little nicer, now where did i put my salt crystals? Those are natural at least.. grips tighter NOoooooo, you can't shake me off, i neeeeeeddd youuuuuuu~ Losing is in my vocabulary actually cause only through losing will winning becomes even more errmm.. worth achieving? LOL unfortunately i'm a sore loser. Muahahahha! Well, wheat grass is too expensive, so the garden grass will have to do.. =_=;; care to sponsor my next meal? XD

Commented on: Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 11:49pm


	wouldn't it be easier to just cook food sooo good that I wouldn't have to lie through my teeth? not that I would have to lie.. xd plus I wouldn't have to starve, so I'm definitely thinking its easier to just cook well. 3nodding it blocks pores? just in my armpits? no wonder I still sweat like crazy.. maybe I have to spray it all over my body? hmm.. confused salt crystals? I think that might be a little too big to plug into your pores. xp ahhhh.. circulation.. going.. can't.. feel.. arm.. wahmbulance haha.. so as long as you're not doing the losing it's all good. Actually, I'm pretty competitive myself so I know what you mean, though I wouldn't call myself a sore loser. xp you want me to sponsor grass to you? I'm sure they have grass in Malaysia.. importing grass would be expensive on my part, plus that would mean I would have to go and cut some grass.. think of all that work! xd

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