I rememeber it clearly now...On that very night, it was cloudy I believe, it was foretold to thunder all night, heavy winds
and rain to swiftly take over the area. Thats what caused me to return home early. To return home, to the scene of the problem.
I was just getting in through the front door, when the sound of something being thrown caught my attention, and I took a few more steps into my house before hearing the shout.
"How dare I?! I wasn't the one who caused this mess to happen! I did nothing to harm anyone else!" a loud and clear voice called. With the words echoing in my ears for a moment, I knew it hadn't been my Fiance, no, it must of been a friend of her's.
But with my curiousity to the cause of shout. I began to walk closer to the kitchen, where I clearly heard the comotion going on.
"It's not my fault!" I then heard my Fiance call. "I wasn't the one, daring to contiue such a relationship! I told you I wanted out!" she concluded, and just hearing the words she shouted caused me to both widen my eyes, and reach up to my chest.
Is, she speaking about us? Our...Relationship?
I questioned myself in my mind. But unable to accept just that much information. I shook my head and contiued to listen. I knew now It was in my right to know what this was about.
But as I grew closer, a loud slap noise could be heard, no, it was all I heard for the moment. "You can't be meaning you want to stay with that, guy!? Do you know what guys want these days? Just sex, and pleasuing! You know that! Yet you contiue to stay, and love him!" the voice starting the shouts called again, without vision to the scene. I had no clue whom got the slap. But figuring from the angle of situation. I feared it had been my Fiance. Her voice however, was silent, and the other person, I could tell easily as another women contiued on.
"I loved you, I gave you my heart, and my soul! I gave you the most love and compassion I could give to anyone! I bet..It was more then he'd ever think to give you, am I right?! Does he kiss you tenderly upon the lips? Does he kiss you, as you kiss guys at the bar? Well?" The women asked, but still. I heard no words from my wife. The words of another man being kissed by my Fiance had completly escaped my ears, for now.
"Oh, have you not told him? That you kiss, and have small affaires with other men!" the women shouted, as if knowing I was there, listening.
My Fiance gave no responce for some time, until, with a quivering voice I could tell she was ready to speak.
"No..It's not like that, anymore.." was all she said. I wanted to believe that my wife did nothing of the sort. Kissing other men, going to bars. Just when did she have the time to go do all this? I knew it must be a lie, the women I chose to marry was too pure to be so flirtesous. I knew her too well. I loved her to much to let just words get to me.
Well, maybe her concluding words, got me a little..
As I moved closer, to get into the scene and stop it there. I was paused to hear my Fiance's quivering voice speak again. "..Then..His kisses ment nothing...But slowly, they mean more" she finshed, and another long silence rose. My body I could even feel grow silent. My heart beat. I couldnt hear, and my hand now raised against the wall, slowly bringing me down to my knees.
Ment..Nothing? Then? When...When did she think of all this?!
I argued in my mind. I couldnt think straight though, and I soon started to see imagines of other man, touching, and kissing my wife, and her, enjoying it all.
I paused, I felt tears growing in my eyes, steaming, burning hot tears, not of hate though, of anger, why'd I ever let her out of my sight? Why?! I shouted to myself, my eyes closing quickly to try and hold back the tears, and my hands holding the sides of my head. I felt pathetic, used, unwanted in this life, no, not life, It'd be better to say, unwanted in her heart.
"Then, contiue with him, I don't feel like taking everything out here..I'll find someone else to open my heart with. Seeing you're hearts already more then open" The womens voice echoed once more, before she stood I could hear, and began walking. She had walked past me, but looked no where in my direction, she just left with a loud slam to the door. And thats when I felt I should move, go to my fiance and see the real meaning of this arguement, was I really only a toy? I had to know, it was tearing me apart just being unable to hear the full story, from the mouth, and women I thought I loved...
and rain to swiftly take over the area. Thats what caused me to return home early. To return home, to the scene of the problem.
I was just getting in through the front door, when the sound of something being thrown caught my attention, and I took a few more steps into my house before hearing the shout.
"How dare I?! I wasn't the one who caused this mess to happen! I did nothing to harm anyone else!" a loud and clear voice called. With the words echoing in my ears for a moment, I knew it hadn't been my Fiance, no, it must of been a friend of her's.
But with my curiousity to the cause of shout. I began to walk closer to the kitchen, where I clearly heard the comotion going on.
"It's not my fault!" I then heard my Fiance call. "I wasn't the one, daring to contiue such a relationship! I told you I wanted out!" she concluded, and just hearing the words she shouted caused me to both widen my eyes, and reach up to my chest.
Is, she speaking about us? Our...Relationship?
I questioned myself in my mind. But unable to accept just that much information. I shook my head and contiued to listen. I knew now It was in my right to know what this was about.
But as I grew closer, a loud slap noise could be heard, no, it was all I heard for the moment. "You can't be meaning you want to stay with that, guy!? Do you know what guys want these days? Just sex, and pleasuing! You know that! Yet you contiue to stay, and love him!" the voice starting the shouts called again, without vision to the scene. I had no clue whom got the slap. But figuring from the angle of situation. I feared it had been my Fiance. Her voice however, was silent, and the other person, I could tell easily as another women contiued on.
"I loved you, I gave you my heart, and my soul! I gave you the most love and compassion I could give to anyone! I bet..It was more then he'd ever think to give you, am I right?! Does he kiss you tenderly upon the lips? Does he kiss you, as you kiss guys at the bar? Well?" The women asked, but still. I heard no words from my wife. The words of another man being kissed by my Fiance had completly escaped my ears, for now.
"Oh, have you not told him? That you kiss, and have small affaires with other men!" the women shouted, as if knowing I was there, listening.
My Fiance gave no responce for some time, until, with a quivering voice I could tell she was ready to speak.
"No..It's not like that, anymore.." was all she said. I wanted to believe that my wife did nothing of the sort. Kissing other men, going to bars. Just when did she have the time to go do all this? I knew it must be a lie, the women I chose to marry was too pure to be so flirtesous. I knew her too well. I loved her to much to let just words get to me.
Well, maybe her concluding words, got me a little..
As I moved closer, to get into the scene and stop it there. I was paused to hear my Fiance's quivering voice speak again. "..Then..His kisses ment nothing...But slowly, they mean more" she finshed, and another long silence rose. My body I could even feel grow silent. My heart beat. I couldnt hear, and my hand now raised against the wall, slowly bringing me down to my knees.
Ment..Nothing? Then? When...When did she think of all this?!
I argued in my mind. I couldnt think straight though, and I soon started to see imagines of other man, touching, and kissing my wife, and her, enjoying it all.
I paused, I felt tears growing in my eyes, steaming, burning hot tears, not of hate though, of anger, why'd I ever let her out of my sight? Why?! I shouted to myself, my eyes closing quickly to try and hold back the tears, and my hands holding the sides of my head. I felt pathetic, used, unwanted in this life, no, not life, It'd be better to say, unwanted in her heart.
"Then, contiue with him, I don't feel like taking everything out here..I'll find someone else to open my heart with. Seeing you're hearts already more then open" The womens voice echoed once more, before she stood I could hear, and began walking. She had walked past me, but looked no where in my direction, she just left with a loud slam to the door. And thats when I felt I should move, go to my fiance and see the real meaning of this arguement, was I really only a toy? I had to know, it was tearing me apart just being unable to hear the full story, from the mouth, and women I thought I loved...
