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i'm at the airport right about to leave boise an my boyfriend. im crying a bit right now cause there were things we still wanted to do but didn't have the time. it hurts so much cause i don't know when i'll see him again or even have the money to do something like this again. i just want to miss this flight an stay here even though i know i can't cause of all sorts of little things, but god i want to so bad.
great now i'm cry right now, god i wish i had a way to stay here for longer.
if i ever fly out here again i'm taking a one way flight an not flying back till i want to which may be never.

i can't even look at the screen of my laptop with out crying.
this has got to be the hardest thing in my life so far, i didn't even cry this much when any one i've known has died