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Discaurgaement+Ditermination=Happyness?

Well I guess I don't really know about tha but I hope so anyways.
Right nwo things in my life are getting kinda complicated
Its hard to find people to talk to now a days.. I mean.. its summer and all
everyones out have fun with there Friends.. and I mean... All I do is pritty much work
Right now I need so badly to get some money set aside
I have six months to do so
if everything goes alright... I'll be gone from this place
and you have no idea how happy that idea makes me

Things are so compilacted
My job... its bad right now
so I'm looking for another... I have a job interview tommrow but I'm really nervous about it
I really with I could talk to my boyfrined.. I really need his encariougement right now
an old manger of mine is tryingto get me to come work with her at her new job.. she wants me to be his assitant manger... I want to but I need to keep looking around as well.. I can't reliy on it at the monet I need out of my current job..

My home life.. well theres lots of yelling.. and aruging.. I can't stand tha... it makes me want to hide in the smallest corner of the house.. it makes me want to run away.. but I have no place to go... not yet... hopefully someday I will...

My current boss... man I hate her soooo much!!
I can't blive it she had the nerver to say she doubts I'll be gonme from vermont in six months... can you belive that.. but to top it off.. she thinks I'l still be wasting my time with her at my current deadend job whats up with that why would I stay there..

I'm just so unsure of everything right now.. to many promases broken.. it scares me so baldy to many pormasses..

Someone help me ....

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