It kinda funny
when your young your almost always told...
your family will always be someone you can count on
well my family isn't.. not all of them anyways..
My mon always said... she would always be my "best friend" but in the end.. she drags me down with the rest
beating me with her horrable words.. untill I don't even want to try anymore.
My Dad, he just lets it happen.. he see whats she does but dosen't bother to do anything... and why because she does it to him to, to stop her would only bring the probelms to him.. porbelms he doesn't want... so he just wathces idely
The only one who's ever really there is my brother, but he gets the same crap I do.. so we're both to tired to help eachother...
My family tears me apart...
My job... heh everyone theres a lier... they talk about taking care of there emplees but thats bullshit.
they cover there own asses.. like everyone else. Trying to knock me down by making me think I can't do better.. and trying to make i so I can't go away... paying me drit s**t I can't live off of here
The corration lies... shitting on there emplees swaering my store till my workers are so tied of it they don't even want to try anymore. Leaving them to me to try and fix, to pick them back up... while all I can do is put on a fake smile and fake every mintue so they don't see the broken me
Somtimes... I wounder if I'll ever get out of here.. somtimes I think I might as well just give up. I'm falling behind anways.. but no.. I'm to bull headed for that.
I keep wishing somday to get out... someone will come and get me out,.. someone will save me from everything.. including myself
I try so hard to hold on, but I feel I'm broken beyond repaer... I hope someday... even if I'm not fixed... even if I can never trust anyone else.. that there will be one person I can always have by my side.. someone I can trust.. someone who can sae me.. from me
But maybe thats to much to ask....
when your young your almost always told...
your family will always be someone you can count on
well my family isn't.. not all of them anyways..
My mon always said... she would always be my "best friend" but in the end.. she drags me down with the rest
beating me with her horrable words.. untill I don't even want to try anymore.
My Dad, he just lets it happen.. he see whats she does but dosen't bother to do anything... and why because she does it to him to, to stop her would only bring the probelms to him.. porbelms he doesn't want... so he just wathces idely
The only one who's ever really there is my brother, but he gets the same crap I do.. so we're both to tired to help eachother...
My family tears me apart...
My job... heh everyone theres a lier... they talk about taking care of there emplees but thats bullshit.
they cover there own asses.. like everyone else. Trying to knock me down by making me think I can't do better.. and trying to make i so I can't go away... paying me drit s**t I can't live off of here
The corration lies... shitting on there emplees swaering my store till my workers are so tied of it they don't even want to try anymore. Leaving them to me to try and fix, to pick them back up... while all I can do is put on a fake smile and fake every mintue so they don't see the broken me
Somtimes... I wounder if I'll ever get out of here.. somtimes I think I might as well just give up. I'm falling behind anways.. but no.. I'm to bull headed for that.
I keep wishing somday to get out... someone will come and get me out,.. someone will save me from everything.. including myself
I try so hard to hold on, but I feel I'm broken beyond repaer... I hope someday... even if I'm not fixed... even if I can never trust anyone else.. that there will be one person I can always have by my side.. someone I can trust.. someone who can sae me.. from me
But maybe thats to much to ask....
