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......its about 5am......... i woke up about an hour ago......i looked on msn just to see if anyone was on...... i looked and now i feel like im going to puke up any thing i put down my throat ...........i thinks he might go through with it this time and i cant do any thing about it..........god why dose he have to be so ******** far away................ god i wish i could help him.........no one even reads this i dont know why i even bother any more.............. i need my glasses i cant see the screen through my tears.....................i hope that hes not going to kill himself.......i thought that he would at least talk to me before he dose it ........... i think its a good thing that i cant put up with pain or i would probably have cuts all over.................... crying emo emo emo </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 </3 emo emo emo i think im going to puke...........