I'ts hard to beleive that in one year I will no longer be a 17 year old girl but, an 18 year old adult expected to make desicions and plans far beyond my understanding.And I know that this little world my freinds and I have created these past four years will seize to exist and like a dream the memories we have shared will be destroyed.The truth despite what we have led ourselves to believe is that once the clock strikes 2:35 one year from now our world ,our life together will no longer exist.We might see one another one distant year far from now our faces aged into adulthood and cheekiness left behind.Perhaps some of us will have children perhaps some of us wont or cant.Maybe some of us will be rich while the others struggle to survive.Perhaps some of us might even die but,then.. what in our lives do we ever see coming?The only thing we can ever be certain of is change and I wonder... what will it bring.?When the time comes will I be able to let go of this familiar happiness? Will I be able to leave this gated world and step into the dangers of being an adult?I guess even if im not ready I have to face the truth...im growing up...we all are.
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