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Sometimes late at night I find myself lying awake in the dark reflecting upon my life.Although I have done this many times each time seems as if it is the first.In the quiet of the dark my thoughts are louder than anything else..As my mind scrambles to peice togethr the memories of the past I find myself overwhelmed with a bounty of emotions.Angry,sad,happy confused,all of the emotions from every corner of my mind seem to meet together in the center of my consious
fitting together perfectly side by side to form what I think is the real me.Before long the memories of the past clash with those of the present making the image jaggged and unclear and melted now into globs on my bedroom ceiling.When I can not bare to watch these images run across my mind any longer I allow my self to weaken just enough to drift off into sleep where for the first time since the memories came the world is what I always wanted it to be and so am I.