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The things that you like the most always end up leaving you. It's something that you can't curve around, you can't avoid it. There might be one thing that will stay but not for long, eventualy it will leave you. I don't see what his problem was. He said that he loved me but then a day or two later it was 'i think it's only like a friend now' You can't do that, it doesn't work like that. Love doesn't fade that fast. But if he doesn't want to try then i'm done trying. I think that's always happend, that's always what i say. With every guy they always don't want to try, it's always the easy way out. I think i just loved the fact of having a boyfriend, i don't think i really liked him as much as i wanted to. I fell in love with the thought of being in love. Not him, no not him. I know that he didn't love me. If he did then he wouldn'ta broken up with me. He said that he didn't want to hurt me again, but if he didn't want to hurt me why did he break up with me? Well, he did a great job of not hurting me!... a great job! I just wish that he would of thought about me more...thought about how i felt. But then again when you break up with somebody, break somebodies heart, you're not supost to think about how they feel, or what they're thinking. Then you won't be able to do it.....now will you?