I've had about the worst week ever.
-Me and Alex got in constant fights.
-I've been depressed.
-My ex boyfriend found out he has cancer.
-And I've felt like I want to die for almost the whole week.
And about my ex boyfriend: he was/is my first boyfriend, I had my first everything. First "date", first kiss, first guy to walk me home, first kiss in the rain, first birthday gift that actually means something to me from a guy, first make out, first EVERYTHING (at least the things that have to do with a boyfriend).
He means so much to me, and I just can't wait for myself to wake up from this horrible dream and it to have never happened.
Why doesn't anyone really care. And why won't they put it on the announcements at school when his parents are fine with it?
Is this what it's like to be udderly and completely depressed?
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