I'm not even going to bother with being private about this. No one really reads this anyway.
Mum, you really hurt me. The way you put it makes it sound like I don't have a chance. You cannot base what you say on what happened to you in high school. Ryan's different and I know it. I also know that I don't know him well. Barely at all for that matter. But I feel that he's different. When he's with his friends and they're all saying something mean about someone, he doesn't join in. This is based on eighth grade in English. I know I'm "only a stupid teenager" and I don't know what love is. I know it's insane to say I love him, and I know that I probably don't. But for now, let me think I do. One day I'll realize that this was just a crush. Then again, it may not be.
There IS such a thing as LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
Though, it wasn't at first sight.
I first saw him at middle school registration, and I thought "I want to be friends with him." I thought only of friends at first.
I don't have much of a chance, and you've convinced me to keep my feelings under wraps.
Thanks Mum. For "protecting" me.
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Here's what I think about this, anyway. I just decided it was best to keep my mouth shut before she went off on me for being... I don't know; her logic can be rather distorted.
What she said, and the way she said it, was exactly what I thought was wrong. I mean... I thought it would be a silly thing to do, maybe even painful, but I didn't doubt you. I know that you have such a great infatuation (or is it love?) for Ryan.
But like I've told you, just talk to him. :3 You've gotta be friends before you can be something more, you know? I really know nothing about the boy at all, but if he's enough above the other idiots in that school to ignore their incessant bantering about others, he has a good mark in my book. <3