i look at myself in the mirror and i wonder to myself
WHY AM I LIKE THIS?
my family has been saying that i used to be pretty and my sister is the pretty one now. saying that i was pretty, fat, so gothy.
i go and grab food and they'd be like,"oh, your getting fat you know."
and i said the unexplaining thing,
"SO IF I GET FAT?!I DON'T CARE! I AM FAT, UGLY CALL ME WHATEVER, I WANT TO BE FAT AND UGLY!!!!"
my family was very suprised and they still make fun of me while i cry.
i do not cry infront of them, i hide my tears. tears are a sign of weakness and that a show of anger.
i am fat, ugly, and someone no one wants to date.
i am proud of it.
why am i like this?
you look yourself in the mirror and ask yourself that question too.
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